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Saturday, April 28, 2007
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Well, I think I'm going crazy...
This past week has been HELL. I'm not even sure what was so bad about it...I just feel like I have no control over myself or my life...which I DID until this week....lol
anyway....life's a whore....I know most people say "life's a bitch" but I think it's a whore...you give so much (like money...to a whore) and get so little back. lol And yes, I really like a word "whore" lol don't ask why...I don't KNOW why...I just do. lol ^^
So, right now....I just feel like it's a BIG turning point in my life....but I don't know why...but I can't sleep most nights think about stuff. And I just feel like I need to do something. Something really big. But I don't know what it is....and I don't really want to...I mean, I liked my life before this week. XD And would have loved for it to stay like it was...but I don't think it'll go back to that...and I know I have to do something...only, I don't know what...so, that's why I'm going crazy.
I just feel really weird. I mean something BIG did happen this week that might have maded me feel like this...but I don't know WHY it would... See, someone who went to my school a few years ago is back at my school...but that's not a bad thing, I'm glad he's back. So I don't know why him coming back would make everything go wrong!^^'
lol Anyway...I'll work things out. I'm glad I have myO to talk about things like this...I don't really want my friends to know how I'm feeling right now...they'll just worry and want to talk about it and I don't have anything to say about it so yeah, and then they'd feel bad cause they couldn't help and then I'd feel bad cause I made THEM feel bad. lol So, I'm really happy I have you guys to talk to!^^ Thanks!
Alchemilla
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