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Friday, December 14, 2007
God, it's been so long....
Well....where to start?
ummm, well I'm sorry I haven't been on here in sooo fucking long, but....some stuff has happened in my life that I really can't....I don't know...
SO here's what happened:
Life got bad...but not so bad...it just felt bad.
I was fighting a lot with my mom and sister, wich I've never done before...and I was kinna lossing a friend, school was a mess....just a buch of little shit that I could though to the side and look happy and be kinna happy and just, you know be a high schooler...! And then....
Ummm, well, life broke. And I lost, and not only me but the hole world lost it's most beautiful, happy...amazing...Coley. She Died in a car crash...and, I don't know....SHe wasn't drunk or high, she was fine...it didn't happen because of anything anyone else did, it was just bad roads and a phone pole. She had the prettiest smile that anyone will ever EVER see....I miss her so much...I've never hurt so bad in my life. We it happened on a Saturday morning and going to school that monday was...hell.
SO. 11 days later my freind calls to tell me that owr Sam shot himself....So...we went to school the next day...and once again that was hell. But Hell can become a more horible place...see some one had killed them self that same way onle 2 weeks before...so poeple strated saying there was a suicid cult...that I was part of....but that went away soon eough...see the truth is the people that knew him didn't really think e kill him self for vary long...So many of us had to talk to the fucking FBI and what not....plus we already knew some stuff about his life...I mean I was/am his freind...anyway so after a few days I don't think there was a person in the town that didn't think his mom did it. So, you go from thinking your friend kill them self to knowing their mom was the one who fucking shot them in the head...and yet the world still wants you to be okay... School is Hell everyday...I see things that make me think of them....I see my freinds husting...I hurtt....and yet every one think we should be oever it....we still have to do home work....and we have to smile...I just want one day where I can I don't know...just one day where I don't have to smile for some one.
So, that's it.
I know it sounds fake...It really dosen't sound really...some much dosen't happen in a small town....but it did.
So, ummmm.....how have you guys been? ^^'
Alchemilla
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