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Friday, November 18, 2005


Broken Home, Broken Life, Broken Child Part 1-It Doesn't Get Any Better
i jumped out the window on that cold cold end of fall night. i just got outta a fight with my dad a couple of hours ago and my shoulder was outta socket and i had a black eye.
hey im Kurt but most call me Kurt-Cain. im a 15 year old punk rocker and i fuckin hate my parent and my life. i live on the streets. no one listens to me,and all i do is smoke marawana and sell cocaine at school, thats the only reason i go.but back to what i was talking about.
i approched the bridge and all my so called posse was hanging around, the rejects, the areas punk rockers who spend nite after nite in clubs and drink and fuck an do drugs and thats it. they all came fom the same life. lost broken children that their parents think they were all mistakes. i saw my best friend, Tucker, my partner in crime, whose parents kicked him out becase the were just so fucking drunk. u see im the leader here and all we do is eat gas station food graffti and club. Tuck motioned me over which ment he wanted 2 say sumthin 2 me. i walk slowy towad him, cause every step i took made my arm throb and every blink made my eye feel like it was gonna pop outta my head. "hey Kurt-Cain" he said, "u got a problm with the rents? those fuckers kick u out or just beat your ass to a pulp?" "yeah actually i took my dads liquor and he beat my ass for it. he fukin dislocated my shoulder." Tuck grabbed my arm and poped it back in. "hurt?" he asked"not as bad as when he cut my leg open with a broken glass." i flashed the scar that went all the way up my rite leg." "went a lil crazy with your eyeliner ey Kurt?" Tuck said as he puffed his joint."black fuckin eye" i replyed i knew he was picking on me, but i was in no conditon 2 fite. he passed me his joint "take all your troubles away, as if u fuckin could." "fuck you" is all i could render as i took a puff. it was 5 o'clock in the morning and all my friend were standing around smoking and making out and hell even some were having sex rite there under the bridge. "u wanna go to school 2day?" Tuck asked. "Sure why not" i answered "i need some money anyway, i need 2 buy some more winter clothes, espesailly cause its getting so cold and i could make damn near $1000 2day. holiday season comming up, and buisness speeds up." and with that i went home 2 freashen up, i h8ed going 2 school and not looking my best, a buisness man needs 2 look clean, even though im a drug dealer. but b4 i got there i pricked m finger and wrote on the side of the bridge with my blood.

with ever breath i take
with all the the shit i do
with all the drags i puff
with every broken fuck
i need some reasurement
some way 2 feel sucure
but i will nvr get that
ill walk rite out the door
so if i fuckin kill u
or give up just b4
remember this and always
i h8 u fucking whores
i rite this with my red blood
it hurts so very bad
but u dont realy care
so i mite as well not wrry
cause your not really there
so masocast is life
and life is masocist
so fuck u im leavin
good nite and good bye
look around this getto town
and not even cry
so im not gonna cry
and certiny wont say
ive totally broken apart
from this broekn home 2day

so i walked the rest of the way home after i finished.....

2 be continued

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