myOtaku.com: Alex the Lion

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Birthday
• 1992-10-20
Gender
• Female
Location
• the punk streets
Member Since
• 2005-06-16
Occupation
• im in a band, and do quite alot of sk8ing
Real Name
• Sarah

Personal

Achievements
• im in a band and i sk8 and im am rich yay
Anime Fan Since
• dunno dun care
Favorite Anime
• anime is super gay
Goals
• famous me woot woot!
Hobbies
• guitar sk8ing and acting like a horse's ass
Talents
• being an idiot THANK U BAM!!!!!!

myOtaku.com: Alex the Lion

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Broken Home, Broken Life, Broken Child Part 2-My Life Sucks Ass(Should I Stay Or Should I Go?)
after i walked through the front door the sun was almost all the way up and it was near 6:00 in the morning. "where have you been Kurt?" my mom asked as i came through the living room, she was drunk and she obviously didnt care where i had actually been. "no where" i said. "today mite be the day" she said like she did every morning for the past 3 years. "will you quit saying that!?" i yelled at her annoyed,"it is not the fucking day it will nvr b the day shut the fuck up!!!" u see my mom bought loto tickets and raffle tickets and everything. she basicly depended on them as our income seeing that my dad did god only knows what for a living i think he was a bagger at a store or a waiter, he swtched jobs alot. "what are u gonna do today?" she asked as she coughed after she puffed her cigeratte. "nothing, now drink your fuckin liquior and fuck off!" i answered. "fuck u Kurt u fuckin mistake!" she yelled back as walked down the hall. i looked into my parents on my way to the bathroom. "KURT U HOE BAG NO GOOD FUCK FACED ASSHOLE!!!!" my dad yelled at me as he shot out the door of the room. he backhanded me in the face. "U THINK CAN GET AWAY WITH EVERYTHING U DO!?! U THINK THIS IS A HOTEL!?! U THINK WE WANT U HERE!?!?" he grabbed me by the neck and looked me in the eye and said softly, "i wish u would die, i wish would get the fuck out. juSt go get outta my face. i dont want u in my house. i should have thought about what was gonna happen 16 years ago when i was fuckin your mother, what am i gonna do with a mistake?" and with that he through me agaist the wall and busted head open. i slid down the wall makin a mark of blood from where my head was bleeding. i got up and smiled at my dad. "hey i always wanted red streaks. black and red are cool together" my dad looked at me and rite before i went into the bathroom he said, "your such a smart ass." and he through a beer bottle at me that busted on my back and scratched my arm. i gave him the finger, slammed the bathroom door and yelled, "FUCK YOU!!!!!!" at the top of my lungs. he left, he was gonna be even more late for work. i was gonna be late for school not that it really mattered. i had dressed before i left last nite and i was basicly ready to go but i had 2 touch up. i fixed my eyeliner, took a piss, and tied my black Hi-Top Converses. i was gonna meet Tuck at the corner and it was 6:45 and skool started at 7:30. i opened the door and went down the hall, "Kurt where ya goin?" my mom asked and i was out the door except for my arm which had my hand attched 2 it with my middle finger up. i pulled my arm outta the door and slammed it. i saw Tuck commin up the road. "god the whole fuckin block heard that!!" "heard what?" and Tuck starteled me by yelling "FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!" at the top of his lungs. "WHAT THE FUCK!?!" i said back to him. "just sayin." Tuck answered back.
we approched the skool. Riffle Street High School for that matter. the name made me wanna riffle every1 there down. as we walked toward the school all the "normal" people stared at us. i gave em the "shove it" arm gesture and they looked away. after that 5 guys came toward me. "Kurt-Cain, Tucker, hi." one said it was the gang of renagade sk8rs, Timmy, Adam, Travis, Mike, and their leader, Jason, who was the one that adressed me. "i respect that u have the good." he continued with a wink that sorta made me paranoid. "u bet." i said. "but there is a catch." "go on" he said back. "its the holiday season" i continued, "my prices r going up, supply and demand u understand." "sure" he said back "we just want our stuff" "fine" i answered u owe me "$2,000" "deal" he said quickly, and he shook my hand. afterward he said, "during lunch, behind the gym, see ya then." he said as he turned away. the bell rang after that, and i was sure that at least 10 kids heard what we were talking about. and i think thy were tattle-tale mother fuckers that meddle in other kids lives. it was first period, math, ewwwwwwwwwww. well Mrs.Gispona was collecting homework and i nvr had mine. "where is yur homework Kurt?" she asked. every1 stared at me, i said "up your fat ass" and with that she called the office and sent me there. i luved pissing her off. well i got 2 Mr.Ron's ofice and he sure as hell was gonna give me some shit. "KURT!!!!" he yelled starteling me as he came through the door. "what?" i said very braty. "y do u always show up in my office? y do u come 2 skool?" he asked me cause he wanted 2 get 2 the point. i knew he didnt want 2 fuck with me. "u know what." i said back to him, "im gonna go home, and i dont think im cummin back" i said "good answer" he said he walked toward his door and b4 he left he said "u have potential Kurt, i dont want u 2 drop out but maybe u'll find what u want sumday. but until then good luck" and he went out the door. i left shortly after that and it was lunch. i went and collected my money and gave them their goods. i had worse things on my mind. wheather i could go home or not. Tuck went back 2 the bridge he said he had sumthing important 2 do but i dunno about that. but a rote a poem in my head and i worte it down l8r.it was sorta my good-bye note. but it goes

what the fuck am i gonna do
run the fuck away
or stay with
i cant put up with this anymore
i cuss u out, i run out the door
so its over im done
im leavin u won
but b4 i leave i have 2 do
sumthin ive always wanted 2
so now its time the momnet of truth
u're gettin rid of this troulbed youth
syonara and good nite
this is our final fuckin fite
im finished with all of this
gonna pack up and leave this shit
1 final wave
one more word
and ill b gone from this world
u wont miss me i know u wont
from evry fucking poem i wrote
so nows its time
im off im gone
there was no rite
there was no rong
and will now forever roam
thank god i left that broken home

and everytime i thought about going home my stomach churned, and i was on my porch then i reliezed

tonite's the nite

to be continued

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