myOtaku.com: Alex the Lion

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Birthday
• 1992-10-20
Gender
• Female
Location
• the punk streets
Member Since
• 2005-06-16
Occupation
• im in a band, and do quite alot of sk8ing
Real Name
• Sarah

Personal

Achievements
• im in a band and i sk8 and im am rich yay
Anime Fan Since
• dunno dun care
Favorite Anime
• anime is super gay
Goals
• famous me woot woot!
Hobbies
• guitar sk8ing and acting like a horse's ass
Talents
• being an idiot THANK U BAM!!!!!!

myOtaku.com: Alex the Lion

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Broken Home, Broken Life, Broken Child-Part 7-The Day Time Stood Still(Life On Pause And Worries On Hold)
i didnt go any closer 2 Tuck. the gun was pointed straight at me. "Tuck pleeze, dont do this" i said as i bakced up a little bit. i wanted 2 cry so bad. Tuck was mad at me. and he had gone off the deep end, "U DONT NEED ME KURT!!!! NO ONE NEEDS ME!!!! U DONT UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I HAVE U DONT KNOW ANYTHING!!!!" he yelled, strianing his arm, the gun still pointed at me. "pleeze Tuck i know how it is. me and u have the same story, every1 in this building knows how it is. we all have the same story 2 tell, not exactly alike but at the same in a way. "u dont understand Kurt, u dont need me anymore. u told me yourself what do i need 2 stick around for? im a waste of space and air i mite as well put myself outta my misery." he said crying. i had 2 talk sum sence in2 him. but how? "no Tuck ive been where u r-" he cut me off. "no, uve never been this low, Kurt. every1 knows u. The mighty Kurt-Cain, leader of every punk gang in the tri-state area. no one knows me Kurt." "thats not true Tuck, it isnt" i said, i was cracking, i wasnt sure what i was gonna do. "Kurt youre an awful leader. u cut, your deprssed, and im NOT gonna b your Nazi follower anymore. your the Hitler of our world!!! "Tuck" i said "without u, there wouldnt b a me. the people we know and luv would be gone forever." i thought of the nites b4 when i cut my throat and Tuck saved me. without him there i would have bled out. commited suiside. i would b dead, and mayhem would have struck out in the punk streets. THE MIGHTY KURT-CAIN IS DEAD!!! news would have spread, and news spread so fast that every1 would have fallen apart by the day was done. "Tuck, u keep me in line." i said 2 him, cummin outta my horrid flashback. "yeah rite, im not a slave to your Punk Mafia anymore!! and good riddnace if u would have died, then i wouldnt of had 2 deal with ya!" he said. he looked down 2 the people on the street 30 feet below. and he looked at the noose made of rope from the stage downstairs. "Kurt, your not gonna weigh me down anymore." he moved closer 2 the edge, an inch away from falling off. i had 2 do sumthin. i ran toward him and he said, "wrong choice Kurt" he shot

BAM

the bullet missed me

Tuck jumped and i jumped on2 him. we were falling, and i thought this was the last time i would ever c Tuck alive again so i said, "Tuck, if u die 2nite, by this time 2maro, ill b dead 2" i was crying, and Tuck was too. i hit the ground and i heard sumthing hit after me. turns out, the hole Tuck made for his head was too big, so he didnt get hung. every1 around started running. and i was in pain. i had landed on my cast and it had cracked open, and i was bleeding. Tuck was half conscience. he rendered weakly, "Kurt, ol buddy, ol pal, r u there?" he was so weak, his voice was shakey. "yeah Tuck im here" i said as i rolled over. i was in so much pain, but Tuck needed me. "yeah im here Tuck" i took him by the hand.he was soo pail, and he was bleeding. "im sorry Kurt." he said and his grip weakened. my heart dropped. if he died i wanted 2 die with him. rite there in the street. and if he died and i didnt, i would have commited suisde the next day. we laid there for 10 minutes and then sum1 came outta the Rockers' Hideaway. it was Franky the sound check dude. he was liting a cigeratte whe he noticed us. "oh my god, Kurt-Cain, Tuck are you ok?" he yelled as he ran toward us. "dont u move! im gettin help!!" he ran back in2 the club. he was sooo scared he told us noy 2 go anywhere. where we gonna go? we couldnt move. a few seconds l8r 8 guys ran out they kept telling us they called the hospital and they would b there in a few minutes. i dont know what happened the rest of that nite. i passed out. the next morning i woke up and i didnt know where i was. but it smelled like, felt like, and looked like......a hospital.....and indeed it was. i had a new cast on my arm, and a bandage on my head. i also had an ankle cast on. i pushed a button and called a nurse. "what is it babe?" she asked as she walked in. she was a 20 year old girl, and she was very sweet and sincere. "yeah, hi i came in here with another guy, where is he?" i asked. "do u mean Tucker Heinzman?" "yeah" i said. the guys must have givin them our info when the ambulance came. she pointed 2 a curtain on my rite, "hes been sleepin like a lamb all morning. poor guy, u guys really took a nasty fall." "is he ok?" i asked. she winked and said, "hes gonna b fine,Dr.Hartz fixed u guys up really well, now, could i bring u some lunch?" "yeah sumthin small, like a sandwich and-" i stopped and thought dammit, no beer so i said, "juice or milk or sumthin. she looked at me, "now come on, u can have sum pop. by the look in your eye i can tell u dont want juice. now what kind of pop would u like? i though then said, "oh i dunno, Dr.Pepper?" i asked. "a sandwich and Dr.Pepper it is. ill even bring sum spagetti-os ok, sweetheart?" "ok" i said. she was sooo cute. "by the way my name is Tula so if u need me just call." "ok, thank you" i said. she walked out and said, "dont mention it hun, ill have it 2 ya in 20 minutes." and with that she disappeared down the hall. i iched my leg and i noticed the bracelet on my wrist, Kurtis Blackwood New York City Hospital." i had been 2 the hospital 2 times in the past week. when i was dun doing that i could hear sumthin behind Tuck's curtain. "Kurt are you there?" Tuck asked. "TUCK!!!!" i yelled getting up on my ankle cast and pulling my IV bag over. i pulled back the curtain. Tuck had a bandage around his head and a cast on his forearm. he also had 5 stiches in his left cheek. "oh my god Tuck, u scared me!!!" i said as i hugged him lightly i got dizzy and sat down on my bed. Tuck drew the curtain back farther. "hey man, r u ok?" "yeah im fine" "oh good" Tuck said back i could tell he was upset 4 what he had dun. i wasnt mad at him. i was happy, happy he was alive. "they got me on sumthin cause i---" he faded. he was snoring. i bet he was on Oxy Coton or sumthin. i rolled my eyes and laffed a lil. Tula brought in my food shortly after, and i had spend alot of my day sleeping. there was a note pad by my bed, and by the time it was 8 at nite, and Tuck was sleepin still and i was getting drozy from my pain killers i had rote

close one
wasnt it
almost lost it
almost took the fall
almost killed it
almost lost it all
but we r ok
and i am fine
and best of all
u r alive
good thing we fell 2gether
things turned out better
and now well always have each other
forever and a day
nvr b alone
its better all that way
my brother
my friend
forver till the end
and now forever more
ill nvr walk on out
walk on out the door
this is my meanings poem
without u, id still b in that broken home

and i fell asleep, quiet and peaceful........all was rite.....

4 now

to be continued

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