Thursday, April 21, 2005

   OH HAPPY DAY IN WHICH THE LIGHT SHINES THROUGH YONDER WINDOW... so much to tell you guys wont believe it!!!! Man this is a long heading...

OKay so I'm overwhelmed, so many things happened throughout the last three days or os its amazing!!! First of all Natku1 and I are back!!!! YEAH BABY!!!! Shes the best, I feel really bad that I didnt notice it sooner, she only did what she did so that I would feel like there was nothing for me here and I would have no regrets about leaving, and it worked cuz for a while there I was really pissed... but cume one Nataku, you know I never give up, its not what Heero does *hugs* So were all fine now, we cought up last night, not a lot mind you cuz we had been keeping tabs on each other so we knew what had been going on anyway. Also as you all know I had another roommate, the one whom I thought would be an ass about me leaving but wasn't... well he was... I was on the phone with Nataku1, and he was runing his mouth about me... he didn't know it was me on the phone I was "Maura" or "Stephany" we don't anyone to know were back cuz people don't have lives so they but into ours. Well anyhow, once I get face to face with this little bitch of a fag, I'll show him what a real gay guy can do... and its not nice at all... I have a lot of pent up anger and energy. Also he was prank calling me lastr night but I was on the phone with Nataku1 still so I knew it was coming, man they felt stupid! lol. My ex-bf called me last night, and kinda hinted and getting back together, but its not happening I won't let it. He was exactly the same as ussual, he didnt know how he felt, and he wanted me to figure it out for him, I'm sorry Harry, I love you just not like that and I wont tel you how to live, you have to figure out on your own. What else? I have my PC, my PS2 has been working extremely well lately so I dont think I'll have to buy a new one and I'm going to Niaggara falls soon YAY!!!! Well thats all for now... 'till next time... AleXavier

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   From Rinoa Desire!

Hey guys please visit my friends Myra's site, Rinoa Desire!!!! Check her out on my friends list! 'till next time... AleXavier

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

   Hooray life!!!

I dont know why but I feel like a million bucks today!!! I wanna just climb a mountain and yell at the top of my lungs just how happy I am!!! Anyhow, I'm sorry about all the down-i-ness but I really feel better I've come to the realization that people only use you and thats fine because from now on thats how I'm playing the game!!! You guys here on Myo have been nothing but supportive of me and for that I am grateful, I will always keep you guys close to my heart. Thanks VileFantom for making me snap out of my shit hole! And all you other guys too!!! I'm getting my PC either today or tomorrow so I'm happy about that and I cant wait to go to Florida and see my little cousin!!! Shes my baby, and I really wont have much to miss here in providence, of course, my friends and stuff, specially Myra and Lenny I'll miss them and I will always have love for them but life must go on! So with that I leave you guys for today! 'till next time... AleXavier

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Monday, April 18, 2005

   one month...

This sux, I was really happy a little while ago thinking about what Dave (vilefantom) said before... and now... I'm all like "in one month my life ends." One month and I lose school, my job, my home... oh well... this sux... Anyhow, I'm getting a PC!!! YAY!!! It means more time for you guys!!! okay, back to work now... 'till next time... AleXavier

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   okay, update...

Its been a while so I wanna fill you guys in on everything: 1) I am on the road to recovery at school my teachers have told me that I can pass if I put in some effort this quarter, I dont really care if I walk the stage or not but I WANNA GRADUATE. 2) I'm back together with my boyfriend, but It wont last long I realize now that the reason why things arent going well is because I dont want to be with him... the problem is, however, that... I odnt want to be alone!!! *sigh* this sux... 3) I wanna computer!!! *sob* 4) I wanna new PS 2!!! *sniff* 5) The one good thing I could think of coming from moving to florida was that they have a cool techno station, but now... I found out were moving to a different area so I wont even have that I'm losing my friends, my home, my LIFE and I dont even get cool music!!!! Life sux, and I hate it with the passion of a thousand burning suns... 'till next time... AleXavier

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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   It finally happened...

Hello Otakus I am sorry to say that it is oficial and life is just a waste of time, and a joke. Ive lost everything my apartment, my best friend, my B/F, I am not as close as I was once was with my friends! I swear if it wasnt for Lenny, I would be all alone. I apreciate the fact that you guys support me its one of the only things thats gotten me thru all these hard times... I really dont know what to do anymore I dont know if I'm graduating high school every one knows I'm a failure, and I'm spending my english IV period writing here on MyO (its a lot better than typing my essay) I really wish things would look up, but I dont see it happening, I will try to keep you all posted on whatever happens. 'till next time... AleXavier

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Saturday, April 2, 2005

   Dream

I had a dream that my BF was cheating on me with his ex the other night. The thing is his ex in the dream is really this kid he cant stand in real life... so I asked him if there's any history behind the two and he was like "no" but somethiung keeps bugging me I dont think he would intentionally lie to me but I think that maybe something happened that he wasnt aware of (like maybe the other kid liked him or something) So I dont know what to do, but somethings really bothering me please give your advice to this humble Otaku... 'till next time... AleXavier

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Monday, March 28, 2005

   Due to some trouble...

I'm moving back in with my mom... I'm not sure if it is the smartest decision but its the only one I can make right now... I am a failure... I thought I could prove everyone wrong but no, I'm justg an immature little brat who thinks only of himself... and I cant even make it out on my own for a month... my life is so sad... and in spite pf all my efforts I think I'm losing my best friend... life sucks... 'till next time... AleXavier

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Monday, March 21, 2005

HI everyone!

I wanna thnk everyone who still comes by my site I know I've neglected it a bit, but I just have so many things going on right now, I just moved out of my house and I dont even own a PC, so I wanna apologize, and thank you all!!! 'till next time... AleXavier

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   Aww...

ConneryAlexis always makes me feel so good, thanks friend!!!! I'm supposed to be working right now, but meh, whatever, I'm going to do homework!!! I'm in a very productive mood so I might as well use it for good... 'till next time... AleXavier

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