Monday, June 20, 2005

   What the meaning of life?

I dunno, but religon doesn't tell us either! I'm tired of people telling me that I'm going to hell just for being gay, I didnt pick this, you know!!!! I was sitting in my house alone yesterday, it was the most boring day ever!!! I sat there and pondered about life, and why it was so unfair... well I came up with there is no God!!! And I almost lost my mind trying to figure out how we could've gotten here... now this might sound stupid... but I think that the most logical way must've been spirits! You know, Fire, Water, Light, Earth, Wind. I think that each of these has a special meaning to every person, even if they dont realize it. Some people were born under the jurisdiction of the water spirit, others the light spirit. I am one of the fire spirit. Thats why I'm sop energetic and headstrong, it's also why I make decisions half assed. However, mess with fire you gon' get burned! Nataku1 was born under the water spirit which is why she can blend in to any crowd or space, but she flows at her own pace, and nobody can push her to do anything because... you can't push water? I have a whole philosophy based on nothing but my own thoughts... but what is religion anyway? A whole bunch of people following some one else blindly, so why not follow oneself right? 'till next time... AleXavier

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Friday, June 17, 2005

   I did it!!!!

I graduated yesterday!!! I'm so happy! I want to freaking jump and do a little dance. It was awesome, we were bored with the people who talked to us, but then Judge Caprio came up and he was kinda boring for like two seconds but then he put on his old Central Highschool wrestling jacket and the entire class stood up and gave him a standing ovation!!!! It was freaking awesome!!! And he gave the best speech. Then they lost my diploma!!!! They didnt give them to us when we were on stage, the gave us the covers, then backsage they gave us our diplomas, but they didn't have mine!!! So my counselor freaked and another counselor saved the day and found my diploma!!! People cried, others laughed, it was amazing... now... I'll miss my friends, I'm moving to florida, probably sooner than expected... I dunno... well I gotta go now... I'm at work! 'till next time... AleXavier

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

   Hooray

I'm GRADUATING!!!!!!!!!!! I pulled a few strings and found a few loopholes and now I'm going to graduate the day after tomorrow! I'm fucking souped!!! Woot Woot!!!! *does a little dance* damn I'm so freaking happy!!! And I just found out my aunt got me a sword!!! As a graduation present, its the Brotherhood from final fantasy X!!!! (Tidus' sword) Well I gotta go now, for those of you who didnt read my last post, please check it out! 'till next time... AleXavier

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

   Sorry guys...

Okay I come clean... most of you already knew but there is no AleXavier (2) Its been my all along. I was going through a hard time, and so I pretended to be gone because that way the people that had followed me here wouldnt bother with me, but A few days ago I realized I'm too good for them anyway, ALL OF THEM!!! There's no reason why I should change my life, beat myself up, or even cry over these people. I'm tired of always being after somebody's ass and never getting anywhere. All my friends here in Prov, I'll miss you, but I think that moving is really in my best interest. Maybe with a fresh start I can finally be the prson I want to be without worrying about what others have to say. All you Otakus thank you, you guys have been awesome!!! 'till next time... from he who never knows best *wink* AleXavier D-1-N-Only AleXavier

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Wednesday, June 8, 2005

   Sorry guys

I'm kind of a wreck today, I wont go into detail cuz I dont want to bring you guys down, so instead I'll post some lyrics that say pretty much everyithing... "White Flag" I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, Or tell you that. But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again And I caused nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be And when we meet Which I'm sure we will All that was there Will be there still I'll let it pass And hold my tongue And you will think That I've moved on.... I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be From he who never knows best AleXavier (2) AleXavier

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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

for everyone who couldnt guess.

i am a fairy. i am here to save you all from evils that could destroy your lives. for example, bacon, and president bush..i am also here to warn yuou that Rinoa Desire is a sexy beast and she has made me not so gayt....lol...she and i have had wild passionate monkey sex everyday since she became a woman...how long ago was that you may be wondering? well, i dont know if you made it around to nataku1's site recently, but there was a post about nataku1 and rinoa desire having kids..wat no one said was that rinoa is a man!! AleXavier

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   Well

Me's at work today I'm waiting for my friends to get here, one of them's bringing me food *drools* I wonder what it'll be. Anyway I'm happy cuz after a realization today I now have the strength to move on with my life, I have decided that I'm moving to Florida with some relatives, and leave this hell hole behind, Ill miss some of the people but ain't nuffin fer me hea!!!! lol Anyway I have to go From he who never knows best AleXavier (2) AleXavier

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

   Well well...

I really don't think i'm graduating!!! But I guess I can only blame myself, I'll do summer school, worst things caoulda happened lol, anyway, I'm sorry ConneryAlexis but I dont have any pix -_-; its my mom's fault, she forgot the camera, now I know what some of you are thinking "why should your mom be burdened by the camera as well as all the responsibilities?" well there is an easy answer, when I say gimme the camera so we wont leave it and she says "I got it" it ussually means she's gonna bring it, but not my mom oh no, ladies and gentlemen, that would be oh too much GRRRRR!!!! Oh well, I'll let you all know how school pans out in a bit ok? From he who never knows best: AleXavier (2) AleXavier

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Monday, May 30, 2005

oh dear Otaku friends... am I glad to be back...

OKay so this was officially the weekend from hell: 1) We (my family and I) drive ten hours up to Williamsville, NY!!! It was the car ride form hell! 2) We get to the hotel just in time for the pool to close and my sister to thrwo a tantrum, it was the arrival from hell. 3) We wake up the next day and drive up to Niaggara Falls... my hic family from P.R. decides they dont wanna get wet in a little drizzle so we go back to the hotel and then to a nearby mall... we were there for hours!!!!!!!!!! It was the shopping spree from hell. 4) After the mall we head back for the hotel and my siblings head for the pool. I dont follow because I have issues with being shirtless, so I watch T.V. It was the nap time from hell. 5) We head for Canada, this was the only pleasant part of the trip, nothing went wrong, I bought a whole of souvenirs, and got to hang out with my cousins. However, I must say I spent way too much. 6) The next day, we wake up late, and once again head for the falls. We get there and unlike yesterday it's not drizzling-its pouring! I curse at family and storm out of the car. I walk around in the rain and try to enjoy the falls.......................... I failed. It was the walk from hell. 7)Still at the falls I buy the last of my souvenirs... with the last of my money I try to enjoy the falls once again to no avail I reunite with my wandering family and we went back to the hotel. It was the tour from hell. 8) Back at the hotel. My family: at the pool. Me: sleeping. Later on my family gets back and they sleep too... theyr snores keep me awake for the rest of the night. It was the snore fest from hell. 9)Next morning, we scramble to get out of the room by twelve, we get in the and drive back, this time not as bad, but just as boring. The return from hell. Well now I'm at home and I'm faced with reality. I'm in a pickle in school, havent been there in a while so I'm going to morrow to see if they still want me, lol. From he who never knows best AleXavier (2) AleXavier

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   I'm a bad boy

Today I didnt go to school because I just didnt feel like it, my friends and I had a blast, though, we went to Mickey D's for breakfast, and then we went to the Warwick Mall, we had no money and we just walked around like idiots, but it was fun! We went into Abercrombie & Fitch and we listened to techno music, I'm gonna ask Chris to send me some the songs, (he works at an Abercrombie) I realized that it has been my fault that ive fallen apart from some of my friends, and I'm going to try to make things good. OH I also want that cologne from Abercrombie, "Fierce" its awesome, my friend Mirouku wears it and it smells like techno music, lol! From he who never knows best: AleXavier (2) AleXavier

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