Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   A mystery...

Well I was looking around the site and I checked Ant's old message thingies well he seemed very depresed lately I didn't know that he was like that at all guess it goes to show you. Well it kinda makes sence why he left now, he told me that certain people that he came here to get away from had actually joined myotaku I was all like "No way man, dont let people like that interfere with your life" but he was all "nah, kid, I just dont want to deal with them (those poeple) anymore" and I said "what about your friends?" and then I mentioned one of you people (can't remember which) and he was like "yeah i'll miss them, but thats why I want someone to take care of the site for me" and I was like "well, if you say so, but I think youre giving *blank* too much control" and he said "maybe" and now I'm here! But still it makes me wonder, why he never told us out here about how he felt kinda stings you know? You get to know a person, at least you think you do, but then you learn it was all an act. Well I guess I can't blame him, no one can really know a nother 100%, but I still feel bad that he didnt trust me enough to tell me these things On a happier mood, I've made some new friends!!!! Poo62, Kougajilover, and Nightshade (amongst others) I talked to them on MSN theyre really cool!!! And as for my life recently: well last night I called Chris and I think I hurt his feelings, I called him femmy! I didnt mean anything by it, only that he sounded femmy sometimes, but I think I struck a nerve, he got really down and started to put himself down and then he went to sleep *sigh* I felt like shit all night long I even dreamed about it! (no nasty dreams just depression) I dont know what to do except apologize and try to raise his spirits this proves my next point: From he who never knows best (I told you I didnt, poor Chris) AleXavier (2) P.S. Ant told me to use a signature thingy so I use that one, what do you guys think? AleXavier

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   About me!!!

Duh, I have to tell you guys about me!!! Well Ant (Old AleXavier) and I met because were both gay and we sort of bumped into each other. He didn't want to just let his site go so he gave it to me, plus my name is Alex (so it makes more sence) I also live in Providence, and I loooooveee Anime! My favorite is Neon Genesis Evangelion, (that bastard Ant has the collection) I'm single at the moment but I'm talking to this dude, Chris from Mass. I really want to get know all of you and I hope that we become friends like Ant told me about, he says awesoem things about you guys! Uhm what else... well even though Ant and I are both gay and have a lot similarities were not a couple, just friends... uh as my signature says I never know best... I ussually end up doing something dumb no matter what I actually meant to do... I'm a senior at the same highschool as Ant but we have noclasses together... well thats all form now... From he who never knows best AleXavier (2) AleXavier

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   Still new...

The old AleXavier never really tol dme much about this place except that I would meet cool people here... but I'm lost as to everything else... popularity rating: 583 is that good or bad? And to those of you who were Ant's friends, dont stop comming now, I really want to meet you all!!! Well, thats all for now! From he who never knows best AleXavier AleXavier

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

   WuT uP My NiGGaZZZZ?

This is the new AleXavier saying hi to all you MyOtaku people! I want to welcome you all to my site and to my life, feel free to contact me at anytime! I'm using all the same screen names as the old AleXavier so just click on the linx over there <--- or sumthing... anyway I hope to get to know you all well, and that we become friends! From he who never knows best: AleXavier AleXavier

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   Been a while...

Sorry peepz, but I think that I will no longer be here on MyO, you see I come here for various reasons, talking to you guys, meeting new friends, but most of all to have a place to vent and get away from the world, but now it seems that the world has followed me here, there is no place that I can go and call my own and be able to say things that I wouldn't say in the real world because everyone is ALWAYS there... you have all been great, Ill leave my site and Ill post every now and then, but... well if you wanna stay in touch, simply email me, or IM me... gotta go, bitches at work... Maybe some day... AleXavier

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

   Not going to school today...

Today we have testing at school, and well During the testing, the senior class was going to have a breakfast to discuss the few events that we have left before the end of the year... one of them being prom. At the thought of this I couldnt get myself out of bed in time, and knowing that people will be going on about it all day makes me not wanta go to school. Another thing is graduation, I really dont know if I'm really graduating or not because of my grades. I'm having one of those shity days. But on the upside, this week I will be getting the Neon Genesis Evangelion box set!!!! YAY!!! And also I'm probably gonna get a new cell phone! Well thats all for now... 'till next time... AleXavier

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Thursday, May 5, 2005

   about my last post...

For those of you who said that I had to be careful cuz what comes around goes around... or sumthing thats not the case here cuz he's the one who is talking shit and going behind peoples backs. You see, so what went around is allready coming around!!!! Oh well... dont have a lot of time... 'till next time... AleXavier

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Sunday, May 1, 2005

   Life is like a box of choklets... moslty bad, but when you get to the gud one you suck that baby like theres no tomarra!!!!

HA!!!!! That idiot D. got his ass fired!!!! I didnt even have to do anything! OMG I was in shock... I feel bac cuz now the other roommates have to put up with his ass and he ain teven got the money for the rent... well at the same time I'm happy cuz this ties in perfectly with my plan!!!! It's like my mommy says "Dont dont hold nothing from nobody!" in othert words he got what he deserved!!!! No need for me to even push! lol Ah it's times like this that make me say "I never felt so... ALIVEEEE!!!!" lol Anyway how are you guys here on MyO doing? I'm really wondrin, so please let me know! 'till next time... AleXavier

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   A post about the truth...

The truth is I have no idea where my life is headed, I dont know if I'm graduating or not I dont know if I'm going to florida, I dont know what will happen with my boyfriend and I dont know what else I dont know! However I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself I hate it when others feel sorry for me so why do it myself? I cant say I'll change over night I'll probably still whine like a little bitch cuz I do that but its time I started acting the like the guy I used to be before I came into highschool I love my friends but they spoil me and they make me winny cuz they always find a way to solve my every little problem (okay only Nataku1 does that lol) and I appreciate it Cyn but its time I started acting like the grown ass man I am and went back to acting like I did when I was little (kinda Ironic) mature! 'till next time... AleXavier

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   A love... aint it grand?

Okay for those of you who haven't figured it out heres how my relationship with my B/F works. We're good during the day, perfect, at night we fight because of something stupid he did (no lie its always him lol) Every now and then one of us gets pissed and decides to end it... and within a week were back to the same schedule again. We fight and argue but we love each other very much and so thats ahy were back together!!! (again) But this last time we didnt break up over the ussual thing... the fact is, his best friend (my ex roommate) is like my worst enemy and so it was really hard for me to not take out my frustration on my boyfriend. However, I didnt hit him or nothing, I aint a husband beater... but anyhow one night I was feling like shit and decided that If D. (the roommate) was to come along with Harry (my boyfriend) then I didnt want them... man WHAT A MISTAKE!!!! People never let anyone come betwen you and the one you love, its just not worth it, anyway, right now we're all (Me, Harry, Nataku1... and even Rinoa Desire!) working towards a single goal the complete and total anihilation of D.!!!!! He doesnt know that all of his best friends are really none others than my most precious loved ones!!!! And so it has started, first were messing with his head a bit, then were gonna get him fired, were going to make him go crazy and leave the house and then were gonna tell his parents about him being gay!!!! You all might think this is cruel, but you all dont know D. Now all please join me in singing the kill d. the bastard song!!!! Were gonna kill him Were gonna hurt him were gonna make hurt so bad hes gonna shit on his pants and run home to his momma saying "they hate me" cuz we do!!!!! Okay not really a song lol But It's still my number one hit!!!! 'till next time... AleXavier

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