Tuesday, February 5, 2008

   hey dudes

~Rebelde~ what's all my homies doing, srry i haven't posted in a long time, i've benn trying to deal with this crap. My mom is being a lot nicer to me, but it's only because i'm leaving. I have to get her to sign some paper and crap, and i know she's not ganna want to. but idk, i'll think of something, i always do. And i just wannted to say thank you to all of my friends who keep by my said, helping me and supporting me, It really means alot. Thanks again. Well, i have nuthing else to say for now so i'll ttyl.... until next time. ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

I'm leaving my house

~Rebelde~ im moving with my dad, i'm happy, i'm finaly getting away from the abusive household i've been living in all my life. THANK GOD!!! i'm happy, sad because i'm leaving my little sisters, but happy, because i'm going to finally be happy. YAY!!! There was another fight at my house, and that was it for me, i couldn't take it anymore and there's no reason why i should have to. So i told my dad, we're getting his lawyer back on the case and i'm gonna go live with him. I just hope i can really leave without regrets. I mean i know that I can, but it's gonna be hard, but i have faith that what ever happens happens because that's where god wants me. and i can fully except that.... untill next time.... ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

~Rebelde~ i'm failing two classes, omg, i can't believe it, well i can cuz i know why and i'm gonna try really to start doing my work, which means no more internet. NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which means i'm gonna have to stop talking to my baby. OMG!!!!!!!. lol ok i know, drama queen, lol but what can u do. lol i promise to get my grades up so i don't get grounded, untill next time ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

just when you think you know someone.

~Rebelde~ just when you think you know someone they turn around and stab you in the back. I hate how they pretend to be ur brest friends and then start talking crap about you behind your back. I have no real friends n e more, except for on here. thanks guys for being there, and not talking crap about me behind my back love ya guys. ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

I'm angry

~Rebelde~ god my mom makes me so mad sometimes, i do alot of crap for her. and she treats me like crap ugh. i hate it i hate it i hate it. grrrrrr... lol i really do hate it though. I just wanna get out of here. I can't wait till i do. but untill then i'll just scream on here and hope you guys meke me feel better. love ya. till next time. ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

School

~Rebelde~ School went by so fast today, i was really surprised, guss that means that the week is going to be the same. Good i'm ready for the weekend again. lol yeah, i know, i just feel like doing nothing now. I got the second book to Vampire Diaries and i can't wait to start reading it. And i'm going to start this other series called Vampire kisses, i hear it's good. ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Monday, January 21, 2008

idk

~Rebelde~ EVERY NOTICE HOW WHEN U READ A BOOK ABOUT VAMPS THEY CAN LIKE QUOTE SHAKESPEAR AND ALL THOSE DUDES. THEY ARE LIKE SO OLD IF THEY CAN DO THAT, GETS ME THINKING THOUGH, CUZ IF ALL THEIR VAMPIRES CAME FROM WAY WAY WAY BACK IN THEY DAY, WHAT IF IT WAS TRUE, AND VAMPS ARE JUST EXTINCT. LOL IDK I'M WEIRD, LET ME KNOW WHAT U THNK... ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

If you were a vampire....

~Rebelde~ ok, now if u were a vampire and u had the choice of changing one person to spend the rest of ur life with, well imortal life with, who would it be, it can be any single person on this earth. Mine would be Justin Chatwin. he stars in The Invisable. so hot!!! ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Friday, January 18, 2008

   VAMPIRES

~Rebelde~ vampires have suddenly become my life. it's all that i care about besides friends and family. duh. but yeah, i think i'm going crazy, what do u guys think, i mean i'm even dreaming about vampires??? lol so yeah give me some input. ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

   UGH!!!!

~Rebelde~ Dnt u just hate it when you feel like it's your job to please everyone. I do. I hate it so damn much. It hurts when i can't please my friends, or my parents or people that "love" me. I hate it, but what I hate even more is that all my life, i've lived to please. It's not going to be that way n e more. I'm going to live for me ane only me. If i find someone great. If i don't even better, but at least i know that i've lived my life ane gone aftere my dreams without a second thought. I don't what to be tied down in this stupid little town for the rest of my life. so i won't. I want to write stories that ispire people, so i will. I want to be a mother, so i will. I dn't want to be owned, so i won't. I will do what makes me happy, not what makes my friends and family happy, but me. I need to find myself and feel good about myself, which has yet to happen but it will. I know that i can do anything that i work hard enough for. i will work as hard as i can to get the life and i want, and i'll let my homies here on Otaku how it turned out. but guys when i'm down encourage me, and i'll return the favor. When i'm sad, make me smile and i'll return the favor. care about me always, and i'll return the favor always. thanks guys i care about you all, even though some of yu do't feel the same way. ~You Know You Love Me~ AlexPotter

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