Friday, March 25, 2005

   Vacation
Finally! Spring Break is here! For me, at least. No more classes until the 4th. Maybe now I can get started on my fic ideas. And here's a pic to say thanks to you guys for liking my wallpapers so much to download them.



Got a poem I wrote for you guys:

A Girl's Mask

I know a girl
Who takes life with ease

Who laughs and play,
And never let's anything trouble her.

But sometimes I wonder,
What thoughs really go through her mind.

For when I look into her eyes,
I see something hiding there.

Something sad and scared,
That is kept hidden from the outside world.

And I wonder,
If the face she presents to the world is really a mask

A mask that grins and lies,
And hides what she really feels inside.

While she is smiling and laughing on the outside,
I wonder if she is really crying inside.

Then I wonder if someday she will remove her mask,
And let lose all the tears and sobs she hid inside.

And that if by removing her mask,
She will finally feel free.

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

   Slightly Annoyed
I am slightly annoyed right now because two of my wallapers were deleted for poor image quality. It was the Yu Yu Hakusho ones of the main characters in chibi form. Everyone seem to think them cute so I'll play around with a bit and maybe try submitting them again.

Oh and thanks to everyone for liking my wallpapers. I now have over a thousand downloads! Maybe I should commerate the moments somehow . . . put up a thank you pic . . . hmmmm . . . Later all!

Your Hidden Power Is:
Earthly

You are sort of childish yet brave. If you get
pissed off you become a very strong fighter.
You hate seeing the earth die and you use your
special powers to save the earth from becoming
hell. You are loved by many and hated by few
but you only despise those that try and destroy
your wonderful earth.

Gem Stone:Emerald Eye Color:Lime
Green Hair Color:Brown with green on the
bottom tips and it is shoulder length flipped
out.

Quote:I tear my heart open. I sew my
self shut. My weakness is that i care to much.
And our scars remind us that the past is real.
I tear my heart open just to feel.


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   Too tired
Nothing much to say today. Too tired.


Sad...


Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)
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You're a kitty!


What kind of animal are you? (anime pics)
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The Scholar!

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Friday, March 11, 2005

   School Sucks
I only have time to write a quick post and put up some wallpapers I made the other day. I just realized that I have two essays due on the same day and I haven't started either one. Procrastination is my middle name. Why can't teachers ease up on assignments before spring break instead of piling them on?
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

   Good Weekend
Well, this is shaping up to be a good weekend. I just got the latest Yu Yu Hakusho and Inuyasha DVDs, loved them of course, and I have enough money to buy Sims@ University Espansion pack for my computer! I'll probably be glued to my computer but hey, what's new about that? Plus, it's raining, so being outside isn't all that appealing right now.I like rain but my family tends to give me strange looks and then go bar the doors and windows to keep me from going running in it. For SOME strange reason they think I'll get sick. Go figure. lol

(I hope I didn't just jinx my weekend.)
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Sunday, February 27, 2005

   Worried
My cousin was recently shipped back out again to Iraq. He's only been back for a few months from the army and now he's gone again. I believe in supporting our troops. But I don't believe in this war and I really don't like Bush or his policies. Sorry to write such a serious post but I'm really worried about my cousin and my other friends who are over there.
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   Wise Old Woman
Her eyes tell of a history
That has long since been forgotten
There is so much wisdom we could learn
If we would only stop to listen.

I wrote that poem above in dedication to my great-grandmother. My great-aunt, her youngest daughter, just bought her a new house to move in and it's a good house only short distant away from my great-aunt so they can an eye on her.

Anyway, I'm currently bored. I have no plans for the weekend at this moment.
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   Family Get Togethers
I decided to write a quick post before I had to leve to attend a family reunion at my great-grandmother's house. Boy, when my family gets together, it can really be confusing. My grandpa has eight brothers and sisters, the youngest being younger then my mom! Which means most my mom's cousins are younger than me. My brother and I are the oldest of the grand-children and great grand-children, so they always put us in charge of looking after the younger ones. I don't mind; I love my cousins but they can be a handful and I know I'll be ready to collapse at the end of day after they my brother and I through the ringer. Oh well. Wish me luck!
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Saturday, February 12, 2005

   Rant against jerks
People can be such jerks. I mean, so what if my mom is white and my dad is black and that means their marriage is interracial and that means my brother and I are mixed? Seriously, I was in a good mood, planning on writing an interesting post, when I ran into some jerks who had to make some comments about my looks. Or rather the fcolr of my skin. I'd call them by their real names but I want to keep my posts PG.

I used to be able to ignore such remarks. When I was younger we lived in a small town that didn't have much diversity ethnic wise. A small town with one grocery store, one K-mart, a few fast food places, lots of rural areas, and antique stores. Then we moved to a big city and got a culture shock. A mall within a short distance, tons of choice restuarants, traffic everywhere, and a huge diversity of white, black, hispanic, and asian. And a whole lot more tolerance.

I should stop ranting. I don't have it nearly as bad as other people. I just hate all this prejudice again't race, religion, politics, beliefs, etc.
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   Feeling Creative
I've been looking at art lately and that always put me in a mood to write poetry, strange as that is. So here's the latest piece from my wandering mind. Let me know what you think.

The Tiger in Me

The wild calls to me,
For I am a part of it.
The will to run free,
The desire to hunt,
It's the tiger in me.

The moon rises high in the sky,
As the night surrounds me.
It protects me with its shadows,
And I find comfort in the darkness.
It's the tiger in me.

Instinct takes control,
As the smell of fear fills the air.
My prey tries to flee,
And my heart fills with savage joy.
It's the tiger in me.

My beauty is surpassed by none.
It inspires poets and artists alike;
With my thick glorious fur,
And eyes that tell of mysterious wonders.
It's the tiger in me.

It's all a part of my blood.
The strange comadrie of the night;
The dange and savagry in my spirit;
And the wondrous beauty of my being.
It's the tiger in me.


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