Monday, December 20, 2004

   Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . . .
Has it really been four days since I was here?!?!?! Sorry! Ah well I'm here now. I'll be at my grandfather's for Christmas but there's internet there so I won't be disappearing. (again . . . )

Wow. I've been watching taped-anime shows over and over and over. I don't have that many you see. And our cable is dead . . . I need to quit whining about that already. My grandfather's got satellite tv but all my family, immediate and extended, thinks I'm nuts, so . . . no chance of watching anime there either.

*sob hysterically*

Ah, I got a compliment on the music at my site! It's the first song I've ever heard that I've been able to listen to for hours on end for weeks and never get sick of . . . wow. It's very . . . "me", I guess. I got it from the Inuyasha World site but they neglected to say where exactly this song is from. Anyone know?

Sheesh. Isn't html enabled for the introduction? I was trying to add another picture . . .

I've had people say the green hyperlinks stick out but I like 'em, so they're staying. MY site BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jk.

I need to find a "schizo" icon. I feel like that a great deal of the time. The question mark icon somehow just doesn't do it . . .

SO I found out that the "collage" things I was talking about are better described with the word "montage" which I should have already known. But once I'm on break I never remember anything . . . my brain turns itself off without my permission. But I was working on a nice montage yesterday (which for me was Saturday at 8:30pm to Sunday at 6:30pm. don't ask) of the really "lovely" pictures of Kagome from the manga--I have vols 1-12 only though. It still needs work though so you get to wait *looks around* ah jeez no one IS waiting. Fine, be that way

But I can't wait for Christmas . . . I'm getting at least Inuyasha 13 manga (hope I get up to 18 there's a BEAUTIFUL picture of Kagome sitting on the edge of the Bone-Eater's Well that I love though it's a kind of a bittersweet scene) and I KNOW I'm getting the first Inuyasha movie YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll have to find someplace by myself to watch it. Persecuting relatives, remember. *sigh* I only know ONE person in *real life* who likes anime . . . thank all the powers of the universe for the internet and its near-instantaneous worldwide communication capabilities. Oh, hold on a sec, the cat's staring angrily with her nose right against the window blinds again . . . there. Guess she wanted to see outside. Anyway. What was I saying? I have utterly no idea whatsoever . . .

So since I'm completely lost here ya go this is what you get.
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Thursday, December 16, 2004

   Watcha think?
I changed the colors a bit . . . does it look ok? Was it better the first way?

I tried to add a background picture and it said ok but it doesn't show up. Grrr.
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You're all starting to HATE me now, AREN'T you?!
I KNOW you are!!!
Admit it!!!!!!!
You're after me!!!
You're after me!!!
You're . . . af . . . ter . . .
*ducks down*
*hides behind Pepsi bottle*
(damn I'm not THAT skinny)
*hides under computer desk*

. . .

. . .

. . .

. . . hey lookie an old melty candy bar . . . and lookie that doodle from western civ class, it was the only way to stay awake . . . and the scraps of paper from when I tore up that &%#@!$% test . . . and empty Frappaccino and SoBe bottles . . . and pencil shavings . . . and . . . and . . . and . . .
*completely forgets about hiding*
. . . what's this? I don't recognize it at all . . . oh, wait . . . is it . . . could it be . . . huh. it IS. no wonder I didn't recognize it after it's been rotting there for so long . . .

*hack hack*
*hack*
*sudden wave of nausea*

*sickly* maybe I should pick up a little . . .
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   DUUUUUUUUUUDE YOU GOTTA HEAR THIS!!!
There's this HILARIOUS Legend of Zelda song I keep listening to . . . if you're at all interested I'll email it to you!!! Just ask!

AH the joy of hauling myself out of depression into wonderful HYPERACTIVENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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   hmph
Dude does anyone know what the blue icon with shut eyes and pink cheeks and an open mouth is supposed to be for? I keep lookin' at it and can't figure it out.

Ah I didn't sleep well I still have a freaking migraine!!! Well you didn't come to hear me complain did you.

Right now I'm mainly trying not to get depressed as I laid in the dark and quiet of my room for hours because of my migraine and not being able to sleep. That completely got me depressed. Ah~~~I'm five hours behind on my second pill dose no wonder ya stupid. Just a sec . . . *chugs a pill down with a freshly-opened very cold Pepsi* now maybe I'll feel better in a bit.

SO I think I'm gonna try to do that collage thing I mentioned. Let the flamers flame because me and my buds we know the truth don't we. Of course I have to make it before there's a truth in the first place but that's not the point.

BUT right now I feel like I need to be distracted so I think I'm gonna go take a bunch of quizzes. It's hard to get tired of them!!! Especially when they have good pictures with the results--ESPECIALLY good anime pics. Hehe. But as a side note and a bit of advice to you and a reminder to me: anime pics are lovely but NEVER EVER run a global search for them . . . ugh never mind. You don't want to know.

I've been having some trouble with my site. I tried to do a picture in the background instead of just black but 1) if it's not big enough it does it in panels which looks pretty dumb and 2) it can't be just a file it has to have a web URL. grrrrrrrrrrr. ah well I'll figure something out at some point.

Ah! Does anyone know where to find manga release schedules? I don't even know which numbers are out yet, jeez the bookstores are inconsistent and never have all that's out . . . maybe I should visit the publisher website and see but I might've tried that. Can't remember. Ah to have a good memory . . .
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   you're getting tired of me telling you these aren't you? but I'm just so surprised!!!
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

umph, I guess it helps to go talk to other people and ask them to come . . .
normally I'd give a big grin or *wow* eyes for this but I don't have the energy to feel like that right now

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   ah I'm sooo tired
It's now 7:50am here and I feel dead.

I couldn't sleep for HOURS so a bit before 4am I just played Ocarina of Time for a bit (finished that dumb c~r~e~e~p~y Shadow Temple & started the Very Fun Spirit Temple!!!). Finally managed to fall asleep awhile after 5 and therefore got less than an hour's sleep.

Took me twenty minutes for that dumb test. I got up for THAT?! That's not to say it was easy but when you have no clue there's no use just staring at it is there. I did know some of it but I don't know that I did well enough to swing my other flunked tests up . . . but I did my best . . . for not studying that much. I just can't force myself to sit down and jam all that junk into my head no matter what I do to try to help myself. *sigh* oh well.

But now I have a migraine because of my messed-up sleep and also because the girl next to me taking the test used VERY STRONG sweet-fruit-smelling shampoo or SOMEthing. If you didn't know strong scents can be big migraine triggers. It's one that affects me. I don't even go within twenty-five feet of makeup departments at department stores cuz the perfume smell kills me. Or having to be in an elevator with someone who's wearing strong perfume, or who reeks of cigarette smoke . . . but I digress.

now I have to wait for the damn bus . . . then I'm going home to sleep . . . and I'll never see another morning 'til classes start again if I can possibly help it.

ah hell my bus doesn't leave for an hour . . .


Ah, did I have anything else to say?



Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . . .






Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz . . .









*jerks up* what?! gah, never mind . . .
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   G~r~r~r~r~r I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kyaaaaaaaaa!!! All my friends are logged in at once! What are the odds? But that's not the point.

The POINT is I have to be up to go to a 7 *AM* CHEMISTRY final!!! (it's just after eleven on Tuesday still where I am you know.) AND I live like a forty-minute drive from campus, what the heck?! I'll have to get up by six!!! Where does the torture end?! I'll probably flunk. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~~~If I do flunk I'm taking something besides chemistry to fulfill my science requirement. But if I don't get a C average for the semester at least I won't have my school paid for and I won't be able to pay for college which means I won't have a job to support myself which means I'll be on the street and NO ANIME OR MOVIES OR BOOKS OR MANGA OR INTERNET AND MY LIFE WILL END!!!!!!!

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah someone save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

And I can't even say hi to all my friends who're logged in at once because I have to go to bed so I can get up to take the chemistry final that will RUIN MY LIFE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

*collapses in tears*

small voice: go away. lemme die alone.
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

   and AGAIN!!! now I feel kinda humble
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