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Friday, January 21, 2005


soooooooooooooo I go to foren's site and listen to the green day song she has and oh look this just came to me somehow . . .
as i walk down this lonely road
i try to find a reason not to hide
from things it horrifies me to realize
it’s not the pain i fear
it’s not the loneliness
but i wonder why i’d want to contemplate
the things that mean nothing at all
the useless part of the world cries out to me
demanding my attention
and my life
and sanity . . .
--but why should i mire my soul
in things that ought not be?
i cannot unify
the world they see
with the diverse beauty
that ought to be
i can’t relate to this
feeling of responsibility--
that they try to push on me
--to do the things i hate,
that don’t bring out
the inner universe
that they try to hide from--
how can they hide from it?
i cannot live without it
what is it they live for?
get a job?
pay the bills?
recycle your empty Pepsi cans?
as if that would save the universe
from the emptiness that threatens to engulf
all things significant

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