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Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-09-27
Gender
• Female
Location
• . . . any world but ours . . . anywhere but here . . . perhaps somewhere in the middle distance on another planet populated by all the characters from all the different universes that I love so much. oh, wait . . . did you mean *geographically*?
Member Since
• 2004-12-06
Occupation
• ...being an otaku...?
Real Name
• to the abnormal freaks around me who know nothing of my true self I am known as "Elizabeth Anne". my REAL name is Aliryn, of course.

Personal

Achievements
• one published poem
Anime Fan Since
• spring 2004
Favorite Anime
• that's a hard one. I like Case Closed and Trigun and *especially* Fullmetal Alchemist and Inuyasha
Goals
• to do stage theatre and to be good at drawing/painting and to learn Japanese NOW (good luck I have no self-motivation whatsoever) and to go to Japan (don't we all say that though!?)
Hobbies
• reading novels and manga, gaming, movies, anime, all of the previous in the scifi/fantasy genre; crochet, bead (make jewelry), draw&paint (not that good though), trying to get back into practice w/piano/flute, write (scifi/fantasy but mainly poetry)
Talents
• writing. and I'm kinda smart but not *too* smart

myOtaku.com: aliryn

Friday, February 11, 2005

blah...
So... I'm gonna leave up the last post cuz I put it up late on Wednesday and on Thursday everyone said "oh look it doesn't say today, she didn't update" but now it's 2am so it'll show up as Friday and I can get people to read yesterday's (okay, okay, it was yesterday for me) post. Go do that now.
*waits*
Okay, I hope you actually did cuz I'm going to write more about what happened. Sooooooo I was up late Wednesday because I was doing stuff... that wasn't... really... anything... I told my mother I was doing homework... and I was up 'til like... four... and I needed to get up at six today to catch the bus to my class at eight. My mother felt bad for me, though she said I ought to do stuff more ahead of time, and said she'd drive me to another session of my class at ten, so I wouldn't have to get up 'til nine or so... but... she's so terribly sick... and I felt horrid... but at the same time, I was dead tired (yeah, yeah, I know, it was my fault) and also I'd had a migraine all day (still have it, too) and I just in no way felt able to haul myself to the bus stop and drag myself through the day. And as I said, I felt horrid about my mother driving me. But I slept through my alarm--therefore not waking up my mother to take me--and didn't go to class.
I did it on purpose.
So anyway.
don't have to get up 'til eleven tomorrow, which is good, because I'm not tired yet. I didn't wake up 'til after 7pm. That's how my body wants to sleep, early morning to early evening. But it doesn't work with the rest of the world. Sucks. I've been fighting it my whole life. So has my mom. My brother, too, but he has more self-control and doesn't have the mental illnesses that my mom and I have. When you're major depressive, and you're feeling really bad at the moment, and all you feel like doing is staying up to read or watch a movie or spaz out in some way or another instead of laying in bed being too depressed to sleep, and there have been a thousand nights just like it, and you've gone to bed like a good little girl for all of them, there's a point where you just don't give a damn anymore and you do what you feel like because it's the only way you can help yourself a little. Ooooooooo look I wasn't gonna go off on some depressing tangent but that's what I did.

So I changed my intro... waddaya think?
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