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Wednesday, February 16, 2005


IT'S CREEPING COLD!
It might even be a little warmer than yesterday but today for some reason I'm really, really cold. And I hate cold. So I'm really miserable right now.

Anyway, I probably won't get to people's sites today. Sorry! My mother and I have to go to my brother's university to get something from him... some kinda paperwork... or something... like I pay attention to that. But even if we don't stop at the bookstores on the way (please!? I hope I hope I hope!) I have to write an essay tonight and then tomorrow is the day that I have to get up at 6 *blech* so I don't want to be up very late. Especially since I've only had mediocre amounts of sleep so far this week... overall... so...

I'm feeling so overboardly obsessed with my obsessions right now... I absolutely hate thinking about anything else... I'm so preoccupied... not that that's very new. But when I try to read or watch a manga or anime or whatever I somehow can't concentrate... which is the only reason I'm tempted to actually get tested for bipolar disease. I don't mind being hyper. After spending most of the last eight years in deep depression being hyper the majority of the time like I've been lately is wonderful. I love it. But it isn't good for me... and my mind won't stay on the same track very well at all... gr. So I really don't know what to do. If they diagnose you with bipolar they give you medicine to even you out... but I've spent enough time not feeling anything in particular, and I think that might happen with that medicine... so... I dunno. Dang.

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