Thursday, February 17, 2005

   Hellooooooooooooooo!
So how's everyone? What's up?

(Oh, yay! a song I love just came on the radio! But that's the only place I've heard it so who knows what it's called. Even if the dj says I tune the djs out. Just play music already.)

Soooooooooooooooo I've realized that, not only am I way too obsessed with my obsessions, everything besides Inuyasha and Immortal Rain only enter my consciousness in a distant, vague way... I think most of my mind is lost in a thick mist most of the time... and that's where everything else is hiding. But guess WHAT!

I DON'T CARE!!!

So. It's... cold... yeah... I had to walk to the bus stop at six this morning... and I was late... so I was half-killing myself going so fast... literally, with my asthma... and even though I was exerting so much energy I was still freaking cold the whole time... so it was really cold... and on the bus... they don't heat them well... at least I have a vague memory of those things...

So... in theatre design (which I had this morning at eight and which is why I have to get up and go out so early) we've been working with this program called Viz (no connection to the anime/manga American company Viz, though it sure as hell caught my attention when I first heard of it) Autodesk which is the most awesome graphics program I've ever worked with. Actually considering the only others I've worked with are paint, terragen, and java applets, that doesn't mean too much... but it still rocks. So bad... the things I could do if I could just play around on it... instead of... you know... do specific things... for assignments...

ooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooo last night we went to get some stuff from my brother and went to the bookstore by his university (cuz my mother's sick of the one by our house) and... and... I read Immortal Rain 2 and parts of 3 again... I love those... I think I was finally getting through to my mother by saying how I kept reading the same ones over and over and she asked how much just one would be and I said $10 and she said she wished she could but she didn't dare, at least 'til she balanced her checkbook... of course I'd want to get 2 because I'm psychotic about getting things in order but they only have three near my house. We'd have to go a fair way to find 2. There's 3 bookstores we could find it at but... erm... we probably don't have the money anyway. Damn. Really. Damn it all.

My eyesight keeps getting worse and I thought maybe I'd call my grandpa and ask for some money to go to the optometrist and get new glasses or contacts or whatever (I'd vastly prefer contacts. VASTLY.) I don't know if he can though. He owns a pharmacy (and he's the pharmacist too), you know, those old drugstore-type thingies you hardly see anymore but he lives in a tiny valley in the mountains. Though Super Wal-Mart in its immense magnanity is swiftly putting him out of business. So first he's making less money and second he's been helping with our bills, so I don't know if he can. Dang. I'm tired of squinting. No matter what I try to see I get a bloody headache from eyestrain. The only way to avoid it is to keep my eyes shut all the time.

Yeah, right.

So...
erm...
I think I've rambled long enough.

So, how is everyone? What's up? (because I think you will have forgotten by now that I asked up at the top. because of my rambling. oh YAY another song I love on the radio!)
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