Sunday, March 13, 2005

   Spring Break!
I have spring break this week so I can stay up all night and sleep all day the way I want to! YAY!!!!!

And yesterday I got to read Fruits Basket 5 and start 6!! And my nii-san let me bring home his Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic RPG since he's got classes this week and I don't! Don't I have the nicest nii-san in the world? When I asked he told me he was planning to let me before I even said anything! He's so nice and thoughtful!!!

*content sigh*

For the last week or two, every single night, in the wee hours of the morning, I find myself on fanfiction.net reviewing yet another VERY long InuyashaxKagome fic... with a migraine... and being over-medicated, over-Pepsied, and barely competent to the task of expressing myself... it's fun, but I get these weird reality shifts... I get those anyway but I've been getting them everyday... makes it hard to sleep when I go to bed at dawn. I usually daydream about anime to fall asleep, but it's hard when my brain is locked in a certain plotline from the fanfic, cuz it's always some story that took me hours to read and my brain likes staying put ONLY if I've forced it to for hours... *sigh* ANYWAY never mind all that.

Poem! Okay, I'm rather embarassed about this one... I... I wrote it... trying to describe... me... *deep blush* how I'd be in some sort of... alternate reality... or something... *blushes more*
~*~~~*~~~*~
VIII(8)
the sun was gold upon her golden hair
her eyes a cerulean blue so fair
and all the things for which she cared
were closed to her, and she dispaired

her heart longed for a new enthrall
a place not so provincial
a place that she could call her home
even if everywhere she'd roam

she wished to turn all dark to light
to rid the world of evil night
save all those weary from the fight
ensure that all that prevailed was right

despite her strife, she lived in hope
she was one who rarely spoke
courage in her heart awoke
a song her heart bravely wrote

no one new of what she thought
who she was could not be caught
what she felt she never taught
her deeds they could explain not

yet life shone bright in azure eyes
despite her grey cloak of disguise
upheld the truth instead of lies
looked to save innocents from demise

to her the sky was always blue
and then all of her fears she slew
and in her heart she surely new
that light would overcome, though few

yet no challenge could be found
she "hopeful but yet lost" was crowned
her quest of light was yet drowned
all fought to keep her tied and bound

still with the wind she sings on
her hope will never be all gone
she searches to bring light upon
so those in dark will have new dawn
~*~~~*~~~*~
*still blushing*

Um... a-anyway...
I'm definitely only gonna be able to visit the sites of people who comment on mine this week cuz with no classes I'll be at home the whole time with my crappy, slow dial-up. Sorry, but it takes more time to load someone's page than to read and comment on it, so I have to limit it if I don't want to spend every waking moment on this. So... I'm sorry!

Oh! The tape stopped... gotta find another movie to watch... *curses* I've been watching the SAME ONES over and over and over...
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