Monday, May 21, 2007

Update!
Well, so much has happened lately and I feel like I should write about it...

I'm getting ready to study in England this fall. ENGLAND! I'm so excited, and nervous. I'm working like crazy so I can afford it.

For the most part, I'm sort of glad the year is over. Some things were emotionally painful at the very end, and I lost sleep over things that shouldn't bother me. Unrequited love is a horrible thing, but it's worse when another person admits their feelings as well...what I mean is, there is no way you won't dissapoint somebody. But it's the summer, which is kind of like an escape from all that. When I don't have to see those people every day, I can at least attempt to forget about it. Maybe I need courage, or something like that.


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Thursday, November 30, 2006

   Well, now.....
Well, I just realized it's been a very, very long time since I have written anything here. I thought I would give an update, although not a whole lot has happened. School is still school haha....but I turned in forms last week to go to England next fall, so I'm excited :) I've gotten some information on the Peace Corps, too- there are so many opportunities to help people, I feel like I haven't taken advantage of many because of work and school. I like staying busy, though!

Hmmmm....what else can I put here...I don't really have complaints or anything. Well, maybe some minor things, but they aren't important. I'm here, I'm living- and for me, that's enough :)
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Saturday, September 9, 2006

Some stuff on my mind.......
Well, I don't really know why I'm posting. As the subject says, I have a lot on my mind. I just can't seem to figure out anything, and everyone seems to know what they want to do....it's very frustrating. college really is sort of stressful, in that sense anyhow.....yea. in high school it was so simple: i guess my mindset was always 'what do my parents, sisters, teachers, etc think i should do?' and now they aren't there, and i don't know what to do. it seems that somehow i'll let someone down, no matter what i do.
and the people i have met- if they knew the me that no one really knows about, not even family, would they still be my friend? i shouldn't think like that, but i can't help it- everyone seems to have a problem that needs help being solved, and i'd almost rather focus on that than be honest. (i'm reading this and thinking 'ah.......')
and yet somehow, it still seems that i have so many responsibilities at home- and i'm living at home, and i don't mind, but its just that it's so much! i want to help everybody out, but even i need a break now and then, or just some sleep. somehow, i just feel like crying.....or taking a long, much-needed nap. but then i'll just be procrastinating. i feel a lot better now, but also really selfish just for writing something like this. i just need to sleep and figure this out.
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

   So.....theres going to be a Volume 23?
Considering that another chapter of furuba is coming out, and that there have been no notices of it being the final chapter, I am assuming that there will be another volume of furuba....which doesn't really upset me. Infact, it makes me very happy!!!!! I'd really like to see the following:
1. More Yukichi and Kyoru interaction (DUH!!!)
2. I'd really like to see Machi and Tohru meet, would that not be interesting?!
3. I'd like to the last banquet....of course!
4. I'd love to see Hatori and Mayu get together- I know the pairings been pretty much finalized, but I'd love to see them as a couple, you know?
5. Akito and Shigure officially getting together would be good, too.

Another question though: Who is going to be on the cover of volume 23? After Naohito and Kimi, there is just one cover left (and I'm assuming those two will get one since takaya is going through the student council members). I think putting Kyoko and Katsuya on the last cover together would be most fitting, but Mayu could go on the cover too- i'd like to see what her real hair color is anyway!
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

So, I've been thinking....
Okay, I just realized I haven't posted here in awhile, and I never talked about Chapter 131, the GREATEST FURUBA CHAPTER OF ALL TIME! But, I have something else to post on. I have a friend who's been having some problems, and I was trying to help her out tonight. We were talking, and she said that what she did was a punishmnet, that she was trying to "kill the thing inside." I mean, there are some people that face this problem throughout their lives, that always struggle with it, and I don't want that to be her. But, when it comes down to it, don't you have to accept yourself first? Accept everything you've done, and know that you can't go back and fix what happened? These people want to change (i used to be like this, so i would know) but they don't realize that, until they accept themselves, they will always be stuck in the same position, in the same place. It's when we can see ourselves for who we really are- even if that is a bad or weak person, not something to be proud of- then we can start to change and become who we want to be. So, if you (the reader, if i have any) are actually reading this and are feeling like this, just think about it. and, if you need someone to talk to, feel free to message me.
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