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• 2006-05-20
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• Leah
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• Honors List, National Dean's List, Honors College, National Scholars Honor Society, etc.
Anime Fan Since
• about two years ago
Favorite Anime
• Fruits Basket! I'll also probably read Takaya's next manga, it's titled "Twinkle Star" or something like that....
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• To study English, travel and see the world!! I still want to join the Peace Corps, but after that who knows. Probably grad school.
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• Writing, reading, FB, proofreading!! I also like reading about current news (I'm a democrat if you ever want to argue politics!)
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• Well.....I guess I'm an okay writer and a pretty good listener and advice-giver.
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Saturday, September 9, 2006
Some stuff on my mind.......
Well, I don't really know why I'm posting. As the subject says, I have a lot on my mind. I just can't seem to figure out anything, and everyone seems to know what they want to do....it's very frustrating. college really is sort of stressful, in that sense anyhow.....yea. in high school it was so simple: i guess my mindset was always 'what do my parents, sisters, teachers, etc think i should do?' and now they aren't there, and i don't know what to do. it seems that somehow i'll let someone down, no matter what i do.
and the people i have met- if they knew the me that no one really knows about, not even family, would they still be my friend? i shouldn't think like that, but i can't help it- everyone seems to have a problem that needs help being solved, and i'd almost rather focus on that than be honest. (i'm reading this and thinking 'ah.......')
and yet somehow, it still seems that i have so many responsibilities at home- and i'm living at home, and i don't mind, but its just that it's so much! i want to help everybody out, but even i need a break now and then, or just some sleep. somehow, i just feel like crying.....or taking a long, much-needed nap. but then i'll just be procrastinating. i feel a lot better now, but also really selfish just for writing something like this. i just need to sleep and figure this out.
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