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Saturday, May 13, 2006


   PROM!!!
Oh man, I sometimes hate the weekends because you still have homework to do and such so it's a pain in the neck. Yesterday, for me, was the prom, and so on we had an early release for people who are going to the prom. Since I am not going to the prom this year, I spent my time with my best friend. We originally planned to do something else, but we couldn't. So yeah. My mom couldn't take us to the place where we wanted to go, due to the weather, so we decided we would spend the majority of the time here, in my house. So that's what we did. We listened to music, she drawed stuff while I read a book. We checked out the Legend of Zelda on the computer, and played video games! Well, I played video games, and she just watched me play. XD So that's my Friday... It was okay. We went to Friendly's later. Oh man, the burgers were so good, and we ate a hot fudge sundae. After that, my parents drove my friend back home on the way back, and while my mom did that, she bitched about me not doing flute anymore and how I should continue it. She is one of the biggest fucking bitches out there. I said that I didn't want to do flute ever again. It's not that I hated it, it's just that... Well, once I finally entered the flute playing world, I realized how competitive it is, and how ugly it was. So I decided I would quit. Besides, I wasn't having any more fun with the flute once everything got serious, and I couldn't do anything with it. I realized that I had talent, but compared to some people, I was the lowest of the chain. I couldn't do everything that people asked of me. I still maybe want to go into music when I grow up, but just not flute. I maybe would go and play flute when I feel like it. That's only when my mom stops bitching me into going back to take private lessons, again. God, I hate her for that! Now, I am going to slowly think of negative thoughts about suicide. Well, I will just have ideas. I won't actually do it.
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