Monday, August 15, 2005

Sorreh
Listening To: 'Evil On Queen Street'- Dio.

Reading: The Taking- Dean Koontz.

Current Mood: Angry from being cold. =/

Quote Og The Moment: 'Release me from being perfect. Let the peices fall where they may.'

Really sorry....haven't been on lately. Been busy getting ready for school n' everything. I haven't really visited anyone's site, I'll be sure to tomorow.

On the RP clan I joined...well, it got destroyed the other day. =/ Jealous people wanting it n' everything. It's being rebuilt...I'm luckily one of the selected to stay with them.

Haven't gone school shopping yet. Lol.Should be going tomorow or something...Felt really bad today, so I couldn't really go anywhere.

Think I'm breaking up with meh boyfreind. =/ He's very clingy and things like that..I can't really take it anymore. -.- Ugh...Ah well.

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

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Friday, August 5, 2005

Attempts
Listening to: Acid Rain- Angra
Reading: Samurai Deeper Kyo, Vol. 3. (Break from Snow Garden.)
Mood: In pain. v.v
Quote of the moment: 'I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every Panda that wouldn't screw to save its species. I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the French beaches I'd never see... I felt like destroying something beautiful. '

Okay, so school shopping was *luckily* post-poned to Monday. Apperently, since my cousin is here, my mother doesn't want to drag him around and feel bad because she can't afford to by him things as well. So I haven't had the..pleasure.>.>... of going back shopping.

I love this weather. The sky has been gray all day. I love it. I went to the park with Wyatt and we sat on a bench just talking and letting the drizzle come upon us. It was great.

So, I decided that after about a month of roleplay depravation, I'd go attempt some in a Yahoo! chatroom. I failed miserably. Half the people I messaged didn't answer me. One guy I talked to asked me, we talked about the settings and things for a moment, and then he just stopped messaging. So I forgot about that. Only entertainment was the challenge of getting into a clan. I normally don't go for those, but I was bored. They said you have to para/multi, (which I do), and T1, T2 or freestlye. I sat there for aout ten minutes doing research on the fighting styles since I normally keep my characters out of fights. (I'm so over-protective of them all.^^) I didn't really ever get to a point where I really understood it much. I just told them I freestyled, and wandered into T1 and T2 every now and then. I learnt hings pretty easily, but I have to be shown. Plus, I'm a fast typer. ^^ So I decided to hang around *Idle* while a member fought so I could tell what to do. It'll work out. Yey for meh...

And one more thing, since I'm thinking about it. Sleep is becoming quite useless. A waste of time, I must say. To get to sleep is almost impossible, and during sleep my mind is full of nightmares, I wake up too often and I never get enough sleep. so yeah. There's my little rant there... ^^

DEV
D	is for	Daredevil
E	is for	Explosive
V	is for	Vigorous

What Does Your Name Mean?

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Thursday, August 4, 2005

Day 2
Listening to: American Head Charge- Just So You Know.
Reading: Snow Garden
Mood: Tired..little angry.
Quote of the moment: 'Every death is a door opening on Creation's mystery. The door opens, but we see only darkness. In that awful moment, we realize how vast the universe is, complexity upon complexity, beyond us. But that is the true gift of simplicity: to accept the world's infinite complication, to accept bewilderment. '


Well...day one of school clothes shopping is over. Finally. About halfway through the day, my mother became really angry and annoyed by..whatever... so her bad mood gave everyone else one and everything went to hell. We were at the mall for about 6 hours ebcause she had to go into every clothing store. I laughed alot at her when she tried to get me these 'gangster' clothes. 'You trying to get me shot, or something?' Just wearing my cousin's shirt that's button-up and stuff over my sleeveless shirt made a bunch of those gangster people just stare at me like..'You're gonna get it'..or something like that. So yeah.Ended up getting about 2 shirts...which she was very angry about. Called me picky. I just told her if she picked stores I liked, I'd find something. I found an Underoath shirt that said the band name, had a picture of Florida underneath that, and said beneath that, 'THe state where Americans go to die.' Said it wasn't appropriate...so yeah. So day two is coming up tomorow..hopefuly won't be as bad.

I've been doing a little better in going to other's sites and commenting. Been trying to get comments in before about 11..so yeah. Can't be here all day to moniter who updates..so I miss a few people. Sorry. ^^ Well, my background is still being screwe up. I'm trying to get a picture background back on, but it messes up REALLY bad. need a little help. Like...a new code or something. No idea. Please PM me or leave a comment or something if you might have an idea. Thanks. ^^

Oooh..and the weirdest thing happened. My Exies video turned to some rap video I'd never seen before. o.O 'twas strange.

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Insane Monk. Where You Lived: Ukraine. How You Died: Consumption.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

The good, the bad, the...ugh. -.-
Listening to: Heart Shaped Box- Nirvana.
Reading: Still Snow Garden.
Mood: Scared. (Of..TEH SCHOOL. >.> -twitchy eye-)
Quote of the moment: 'Just don't, okay?'


Was trying to be social....go around to people's site I hadn't seen in awhile...see how everything was going..was about halfway through my list of updated sites when they all turned to normal. Ugh... damnit. Decided too late to do my rounds of comment giving. So yeah. Apologies to those I missed. I'll try next time to get to you.

In other news, I got a new cell-phone. ^^ Yup...early birth-day present from my loving mother. Heh... got another...20..something days 'till my actual birthday, but I've gotten most of my birthday presents from my freinds, presents from my mother..so yeah..I don't get the point of waiting for the actual date anymore. XD Birthday present from the state: going back to school. >.< You know there's always gotta be that one present you hate. Well there it is. Only good thing about this late in the year is cool weather. Been dying at 90..100 degrees and such. God..lol..moved to Colorado to escape all that and just got more of the heat. Well, better be off, tired and have to go..school shopping (OMG no, the horror) tomorow, so I have to get up EARLIER than my usual. And I wake up at 7. That's saying something. o.O

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 100%

Envy: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%

You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.

How Sinful Are You?

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Tuesday, August 2, 2005

Undecided
Listening to: Whisper- Evanescence
Reading: Snow Garden- Christopher Rice
Mood: Oh, so tired.
Quote of the moment- 'Monsters pretending to be humans pretending to be monsters.'


Well, I..again...started on another series of wallpapers before finishing my last. I really can't stay on one project. All i can say is that once I get one good wallpaper, it gives me ideas for a series, and then i just go along with a certain CD's lyrics and all the main characters of the series. But once the flow has stopped...well...I just can't really get any more good ideas for the series. I finally found another CD to use though, which would be Goo Goo Dolls. I used lyrics from a few of their CD's....think they turned out nicely. Though I haven't figured out if i'll be finishing the series off how it is, or add Shippou, Kirara, Kouga and Rin. I just don't know... Luckily, I have another band to get lyrics form, so if I decide to continue, I'll have something and won't be searching my media player for a good band again. Linkin Park this time. Before the series and during, I used a few old Evanscence songs from 'Origin'. Well anyways, since my creative flow has been stopped, I'm not sure if the rest of those characters will be getting a wallpaper. Think I'm doing better in the series that I do, so I guess I'm..sort of..making up for my lack of 'parts' to the series.

I took a small break from the 'Scent Of A Sinner' series. After posting about three in one day, I decided to take a little break. Sit back, relax, think over it all. I had my freind Star help me brainstorm new ideas for what the twist will be, what the turn-out will be, and well...what happens next. It was really great having someone to think with. I got an entire chapter down just by one small idea of her's. There's so many great ideas she pitched to me that I never would have thought of in the first place. Maybe I'm just not as creative as I think I am, I'm in too much of a rush to get the next chapter in, or I'm just not really thinking over it at all. I decided to slow down, take a day or two to think over my next chapter, go over all possibilities, then write it. I have about four stories going at the moment for some reason though. I have two unnamed one's, one I posted here, one that no one else has ever seen before, Scent Of A Sinner, and the sequel to Scent Of A Sinner(Yes, I'm already making one), called Voices.

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Yes, yes...another new music video. The Exies- Ugly.
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Monday, August 1, 2005

The strangeness continued
D: Evil. >.<
D: Bob is my brother. o.O
D: . . .>.>
D: So there. . .evil person.
D: I refuse now.
D: . . .still.
D: .............................................................................................................................................. Dude, get Pacman.
D: >..
D: >.>
D: Yeah. . I talked her into going up there to apologize. And you STILL gave me a dirty look.
D: You know how wrong that is. >.<
D: Like. . evil. No more messages for you.
Wyatt: i know bobs your brother
D: I said no more. >.<
Wyatt: oh
Wyatt: i didnt know u said anything
D: I said alot of stuff. I feel ignored.
Wyatt: oh im sorry
D: Riiight. >.>
Wyatt: no u didnt do antyhing
D: I called Pacman. o.O
Wyatt: ?
D: Like this.
D: ...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... Come, Pacman. o.o
Wyatt: lol
D: You're still mean though. I'm not going to entertain you anymore. >.<
D: Not a monkey.
Wyatt: v.v
Wyatt: no ur not >.<
Wyatt: im sorry d
D: Riiiight. >.>
Wyatt: i didnt maan it to be evil look
Wyatt: mean*
Wyatt: i was actually scared
Wyatt: -.- brb
D: >.>
D: . . . . . . . . . Pacman ate a crapload of my dots. o.o
D: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
D: Pacman eats dots.
D: Woot.
D: Oh wait. . .I'm not supposed to be entertaining. >..
D: >.>
D: Pacman rules the dots
D: Kat's end of the conversation sounds really weird. .
D: Wyatt. . .o.o
D: Pacman sucks. >.<
D: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
D: Storms rock.
D: Oh wait I'm being ignored.
D: Later person.
D: Woooooooooooooooooooooot.
D: Backed. >.>

Another weird conversation....part of it at least.

Now, while at a Wal-Mart, I got a funny quote from Bob.

Bob- 'I only touch so many things because my hands are dirty.'

Alright, onto something else. I left my grandmother's finaly. Unfortunately, I didn't get my things from storage. I had the choice to stay there and wait 'till next week, or just go home and try again in a month or so. I decided to leave. As soon as possible. Which was the next morning....thankfuly.

Wyatt: damnit. u 2 are gonna be like my involuntary sisters -.-
D: Eh. . .o.o
D: . . that'd be. .strange.
D: I feel safe...o.o
D: in my hat. . .
Wyatt: lol
D: I feel naked now. >.>
D: Kat took it away from meh. v.v
D: I feel unsafe now.
Wyatt: lol
Wyatt: i feel that way with fans
D: o.O
D: I feel better now. ^^
D: Hat!! I lurve youu!!
D: >.>
D: Shh. . spazzing.
D: Kat says she can sing too.
D: 'La'
Wyatt: i know
Wyatt: i havent heard her yet
D: Mmmk.
D: I have.
Wyatt: but i wannt to >.<
D: It's beautimus.
Wyatt: she wont sing for me -.-
D: She sung for meh.
D: Haha!! I've ehard YOU sing too.
D: heard^
D: ^^
Wyatt: >.>
Wyatt: am i any good?
Kat sing, she says, is if you sneak up behind her while she's wearing headphones and she's listening to a really good song.
D: . . yeah. ^^
Wyatt: ....theres a first
D: o.O
D: . . no?
Wyatt: awww why cant she sing for me
Wyatt: lol
D: There's no lurve?
D: That's why?
Wyatt: ??
D: She says. . ."I luuuurve you, Wyatt. But I won't sing for you."
D: I told you.
D: Love sucks, it hurts, and lurve is special.
D: And isn't painful. >.>
Wyatt: -.- i can see
D: I am surrounded by DR. Pepper. All is good.
Wyatt: luckyyyy -.-
D: And I feel safe again. ^^
D: . .want popcorn again?
Wyatt: i like fans ^^
Wyatt: no
D: ^^
Wyatt: im good
D: . . .uh. . .
Wyatt: fans r coool
D: A Dr. Pepper?
Wyatt: o.o
Wyatt: wait...mabe
D: Lol.
D: A Kat?
D: o.O
Wyatt: im going to the store soon to get stuff
D: and d
Wyatt: i might get one there
D: Kat typed that. -.-
Wyatt: lol
D: Fine then. >.<
D: Nyeh. I won't be nice.
D: Or entertaining. >.>
D: Bad Pacman!
Wyatt: no its nothing personal. im going to the store see. and then there will be stuff there
D: Suuure.
D: >.>
Wyatt: o.o
D: Which brings me to. . .
Wyatt: THERE IS STUFF THERE
D: I want more poptarts. o.o

All is good. ^^
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Hmmm......
Well, going through people's sites...I noticed someone putting their conversations on their site. I wondered and went into my own archives. Since I don't have all of my archives because I'm at the wrong computer for that, here's the most recent and strange conversation I've had. I've had stranger, but by the time I get back to my computer, they'll be deleted. v.v

Kat: w/e
D: whatever my bum-bum
Kat: nno im like really tired
Kat: w/e means ok
D: ..okay...
Kat: hey this might sound really wierd but
D: what?
Kat: please dont hang out w/ roxie with out me,deniz said she was gonna try to "take u from me"
Kat: and i was all like thats gay
Kat: roxie said "d is too cool to hang out w/ kat we should try to take her from kat"
Kat: i was like WTF?
Kat: say somtin
Kat: ?
D: eh....
D: uhh.....who's Odessa?
Kat: lol
Kat: GOD
Kat: your b/f is a freak
D: Wyatt was complaining too >.<
D: why?
D: he said that Odessa's brother liked me or something and was afraid I might..like..ditch him or something.
D: but I don't know who he is o.O
D: Adam?
Kat: HE THINKS YOUR GONNA CHEAT ON HIM EHITH ODESSA'S BROTHER CUZ ADAM LIKES U
Kat: and i was all WTF
Kat: SHES NEVER KNOWN ADAM OR ODESSA
D: who are they?
D: I told him that
Kat: ok but plz just say u wont hang wiht roxie unless im there too?
D: 'I have no clue who either of them are'
D: alright
Kat: there kids from school
D: well I don't know them....so yeah
Kat: THANK YOU
Kat: lala
Kat: .....
D: kitty
Kat: roxies a tard
D: in my lap
Kat: oh god u sound like wyatt
D: Buddy rocks
Kat: oh god u sound like wyatt
D: my grandmother's cat
Kat: YOU SOUND LIKE WYATT
D: okay?
Kat: make it stop
Kat: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
D: offt
Kat: the maddness
D: pffft
Kat: ....
D: yeah buddy
Kat: b nhggjju
D: okay kiwi flavored waffle
D: I'm gonna go watch tv with my cousin
Kat: IM GONNA GO SHOWA KK?
D: n' stuff
D: showa
D: alrighty
D: my chick looked like you because I used to have red hair
D: ...n' stuff
Kat: be back l8r
D: the brown looked....nyeh...so now it's black
Kat: lol
D: and hell no it's not gonna be blond
D: o.O
Kat: you GOTTA come home m so alone with out u
D: WE'RE GONNA GO EXPLODE DISH DETERGENT
Kat: LMFAO
D: I'm sorreh
D: I'll be back pretty coom
D: soon^
Kat: lol
D: well...have fun in your shower while we explode stuff
Kat: kk well i kinda REALLY REALLY stink sooooo ttys
D: later
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Appetite For Destruction
My cousin, Shane, and I, being locked up in this little apartment and hardly even seeing sunlight, get a little bored these days of just sitting here. So to quench our boredom, we've been doing a few experiments. 1. Grapes.-Cutting a grape in half just right, so there's only a little bit of skin left connecting the two halves, and sticking it in the microwave for a good ten seconds, the grape will catch fire. 2. Cigarettes. Shane was wondering if he could dry a cigarette...in the mircowave. It almost caught fire also, but just ended up almost exploding. The papaer became ripped and the tobacco was spilling out. This is just a few of the things we do to keep ourselves occupied. We've also had water fights with little sprayers. But you can't shoot the other directly. No, you have to shoot it at the fan in just the right spot so it shoots the water down at the other person. This room got very, very wet.

Out of a little boredom, I was wondering if I should put the 'Scent Of A Sinner' series/book here. I haven't really gotten that far in the book. But then I was wondering about the nameless book....and remembering why I discontinued typing up on here. So I just decided I'd put the URL for the series/book here and just continue it there. http://www.quizilla.com/users/SuchWhisperedScreams/quizzes/

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

   Just a little.....
Well, figured out I will be gone for a week and a half, but I have computer access for most of that time period. Yippie frickin' skippie. Sure, I have computer, and no adult supervision most the day, but eating hersheys bars, eating chips, chugging tea, writing stories and reading does get old after doing it ALL day. I can't leave my grandmother's apartment. >.< And then today, while writing my fifth part to Scent of a Sinner, Quizilla crashes and erases everything I'd written. Which was the entire part since I'd finished it, tried to save, and failed. So yeah. Rule out 'writing stories' for now. Can't wait to go back home. (-still have huge lump on head. Still continues to....poke it-.) Ah yes, and for people that go on Quizilla, please find it in your spare time to go to SuchWhisperedScream's page and read the Scent Of A Sinner series? (I don't think I did too terribly well on 'The Call', but whatever. I had no inspiration and just didn't feel like writing at the moment. So nyeh. Frickin' pancakes.) So yeah, please rate and message too, or I will come weilding a butterknife to slice all evil little kiwi flavored waffles that dare to tick me off. o.O Have a nice day. :D
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

Kwel....
Bwuahahahaha...yus..I feel alot better...sorta. Went paintballing....ah...got shot in the head..twice. >.> Then in each arm. Nyeh...lol....one hit my mask, went through the filter, and got in my mouth. Oh yes...it was so very tastey. Heh. Nyeh....so tired now though...and got a splitting headache. Ah yes...being gone for a week...haha! ^^ Going to get stuff from storage in another..town..and...state..>.> Mmmk..later all...
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