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Birthday
• 1990-08-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• Colorado
Member Since
• 2004-12-08
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Dev

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Achievements
• Learning to play guitar.
Anime Fan Since
• ?
Favorite Anime
• Samurai X,Wolf's Rain,Inuyasha,Cowboy Bebop
Goals
• Get through school without going insane..again...
Hobbies
• drawing,anime,guitars,listening to music,rping,playing on computer,skateboards, bmx
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• Skateboards and Guitars

myOtaku.com: alonekioko

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Poem
Here's something I found that I had written in the hospital.Just wanted to see what everyone though,I really don't do this often:

I've been trying to survive for so long
Just trying to hold on
To a lie they put inside my mind
Living so long and running blind
Listening to all these lies
While deep inside I slowly die
But I always manage to put this out of my head
Hardly realzing that inside I'm dead
Getting yelled at every day
Taking it angrily as I waste away
Temper is rising,but still the harsh screams
Realizing I can't be redeemed
Cutting and slashing my own lifeless arm
Deeper and deeper,how does this do me harm?
Caught and thrown to this mental institue
I had the gun,then tried to shoot
Shot after shot,I become paralyzed
And lying there I realized
How badly I had lost control
How buried deep inside my soul,
The life I'd earned with my will to live,
The life I earned is now the life I give.

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