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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Sham-existance 2
Sham-existance isn't very forgiving to the outsider. Staying out of the stream of ordinary, everyday conversations. Letting life pass by with closed mouths. People used to assume the worst if you didn't speak. But sham-existance made everyone hate the loners if they said a word. Those in the 'group' speak with their heads held high. Nobody listens. They just wait for their turn to speak. Everyone used to have intelligent conversations or they didn't speak at all. Life. Death. The world. Conversations going for hours over the things that really matter. Now it's nothing but: Food. Boyfriends. Girlfriends. Shopping. Friday nights. What are you doing? The world is going to Hell. And everyone wonders why.
I don't blame the people. Blame sham-existance. Slaves to politics. Economy. Government. Like nobody has a thought left in their heads. They follow the thoughts and beleifs of everyone else like they don't have their own. Trying to be like everybody else. No one wants to be diffrent. The wouldn't be in the 'group.' That word comes up alot in sham-existance. 'Group.' It's those people that site there. Stupid, meaningless conversations. Make-up. Clothes. These are things only the 'group' cares about. You have to actually listen to the conversations to be part of the 'group.' To fit in. Being like everyone else.
It's only now that they're slaves to sham-existance.
And then....someone becomes free. A loner. Seperated from the 'group' and sham-existance. They are the closed-mouthed people. Refusing to step back into the stream of 'ordinary' life.
Are you free?
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