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Monday, September 10, 2007
Gah...
Hey guys!!! How are you?
Today is not starting off to be a good day for me. I'm jealous, sad, pissed off and not sure what to think anymore. I'm sick of getting lied to and I don't know who's lieing to me. I'm sick of sitting here pretending everythings ok. I've just had it. I want to curl up somewhere and die. I've about had it with people telling me things are going to be ok. That everything gets harder before it gets better. Damn it I'm sick of loseing people. I think I've just lost another friend. Thats on my will not on anyone elses. I asume that I have to talk to the person (people) it concerns but they'll probably say that everything is ok and I shouldn't worry. I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to die. I know thats totaly not like me anymore but I can't handle much of anything. I had a mental break down Friday night, and I think it was for real and it wasn't for something I got over emotional during.
Sorry I haven't commented people much. Its just I have too much stuff with school. I will comment today once I'm home.
Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley
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Saturday, September 8, 2007
Late Post
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?
Well I'm sooo jealous right now and have no idea how to go about things. I think I'll be ok though.
So yesterday was an ok day. I was crying almost all day. But thats beside the point. I guess I was just in alot of pain yesterday. More mental then physical.
So school was ok yesterday but nothing much happened.
I have no more minutes on my cell phone. =[ And I really really need to talk to someone right now but I can't call long distance on the house phone. I can't wait untill I get my cell phone. I despise my tracphone. My dad still won't allow me to have a cell phone but I'm gonna buy one anyway. What part of TEENAGE GIRL doesn't he understand my phone is just like my MP3 player attached to my ear all day. It'll be cheaper for me to just pay $56 a month so I don't have to like plan how long I can talk to ppl for. I only buy an hour worth of minutes every month or so. I can't stand that.
So I don't really know why I'm posting right now. I'm just having a hard time trusting this one person. I don't know why but its just hard for me to trust them. Gah, and no its no one on this site its just well complicated.
Work again tomorrow. It'll be easy I guess. So Friday I answered the phone at work and took an order then there was like no one talking for like 3 mins so I hung up and the lady calls back and say I hung up on her. I didn't get in trouble though the boss knows how shy I am it was hard enough for me to answer the damn thing.
So today I moved my whole bed room around. I can offically lay in bed and talk to you guys at the same time now. I know I just brought my lazyness to a new level. Though now that I think of it I'm not that lazy. I can't stay still for long periods of time. I only sit still for about an hour and a half because I can't jump around durning classes.
So have a great night everyone!!!
¢¾ Haley
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Friday, September 7, 2007
School & work.... gah
Hey guys!!!! Hows it going?
Everything here is just the same as always. Noting is going on yet again. I have work tonight from the same times as usual. Then school.
So yesterday was ok I guess.
English: More Shakespear. It wasn't that bad actually. Then we did some journal writing but she makes us write our journals out like poems but mine are actually poems. The subject that she gave us took me a while to come up with something good but after sitting there listening to some really gay music I finally came up with something... actually I have 2 poems.
History: More notingness. We're finishing up our review on Civics and have our quiz on it today. It should be an easy hundred. Then were starting our unit on slavery and I don't wanna. I think I cried last time I read about it. LMFAO Oh yeah and Ms. Watson said that England was a Prostute. It was a long story from this phiolospher we read about and thats what he thought.
Algebra: Nothing Nothing and more Nothingness.
ECE: We took notes and had to choose some ppl who had theories on child development. I have Erik Erickson I think I ended up picking him cuz I was laughing about his name for the whole peroid
Damn it i have to go becfore I'm late. I'll comment later.
Have a great day!!!!
¢¾ Haley
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Thursday, September 6, 2007
Hi
Hey guys!!!! How are all of you?
So yesterday went alright. Nothing really happened. School wasn't that bad because... well I'll list what happened in all of my classes.
English: Nothing really happened. We had silent reading, correct the sentince, correct homework and then we read Hamlet the rest of the class.
History: Nothing at all happened. Just review from Civics last year. I remember everything so I tune out. If it has to do with history and I've learned it I usually remember it.
Algebra: Gah, I still hate this class. It drives me NUTS. The teacher is just crazy and besides that she doesn't know what day it is.
ECE: We got to play a game and color all day! It looks like we'll be having a blast until the pre-schoolers get here.
Anyways after school I came home a did my homework then a while later Kristi came over so we hung out until about 8 when her dad came to get her then I finished my ECE homework and then fooled around on the computer till midnight.
Right now I think I'm gonna head out to the bus stop early because I want to walk up to Kristi and Tim's bus stop because Mary is Wicked annoying. I wish she didn't have to stand out on my property I can't stand her. She's such a little bitch.
Well other then that I should be going.
Have a great day everyone!!!
¢¾ Haley
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
GRRRRRRRRR!
Hey Guys!!! How are you?
OMG its cold in here and we have no hot water. My dad forgot to buy propane so now were all out. Gah I wanted to take a shower today before school but I don't want to take a cold shower so I'll take one when I get home if we have hot water... even if we don't have hot water actually because I need to take one.
So School was horrible for the most part.
British Lit.: Gah, that class almost killed me yesterday. I got 3 hours of homework and it was all vocab. What the heck does it have to do with Brit. Lit anyway? I'd hate to see how this class is with homework for the next 18 weeks. OMG I may just die because of it because I never did my homework at home last year but I have to this year.
U.S. History: It was awesome! Ms. Watson is the best!!! We talked about the school rules and what we'd be covering in the class. I already know I'm gonna despise the first unit. Its about Slavery and Civil Rights. Yesterday She just quizzed us on stuff we learned last year in Civics and told us that we were a pretty smart B level class. Execpt for Dana that is. He drives me nuts! He didn't even know if he took Civics and you need to or you can't graduate and then he didn't know what half the school rules ment. And this is his 2nd full year at the high school so he should know them the haven't changed that much.
Algebra: My teacher is like on something! She forgot that we had lunch at 10:45 so she never sent us. then she told us to do some problems but gave us the wrong page numbers so we were all done quickly and she was wondering why and then told us we did the wrong problems so we had to go back and do more. And the class was longer then it was suppose to be. Gah my classes are only suppose to be an hour and a half this class was close to 2 hours. Dumbass teacher!
In the middle somewhere I saw Ms. Rigg my english teacher from last year. OMG do I miss her. I ran up to her and told her I needed her. That she should drop her first block and take my class.
ECE: It went ok. I was playing with the pre-school stuff because well we have no pre-schoolers yet. Not sure what the theme is going to be yet but thats not my job its the Senior class.
Well bus is coming in ten mins so I must be off.
Have a great day I will comment later!
¢¾ Haley
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
School =[ WARNING: LONG!
Hey guys!!! HOw are you?
Gah, I'm soo nervous right now I feel like I'm gonna puke. No one should've told me that junior year was the hardest because now I don't want to go period. I was so nervous that I woke up with a bloody nose at 4 am. My first class should be fine though, and so should my second. Lunch I'm kinda worried about cuz as far as I know no one I know has the same lunch as me. Watch first lunch be over populated with frehies that I don't know. I'm sooo happy I have Ms. Watson though it makes things easier to know that I already know what one of my teachers expects the first day. Gah, meaning she's giving bell ringers for class work and she's gonna talk about the class and then we get homework. =[
First block of the day = Seniors Seniors and more Seniors. Damn it they don't make things any easier. I'm happy I know most of them. hmmm Now the only thing I'm worried about is Algebra College Prep what moron signed me up for College prep? I'm math retarded. And Snyder left and he was the ONLY math teacher I had throughout high school. Whats weird is I still have class in the same room which is just gonna make it harder because I will miss him more.
No CHORUS this year I'm gonna cry. Why why why did ECE have to be the same block as Chorus. I can't drop that class its worth 2 credits and chorus is only worth a half. but I love chorus and I love kids. Ah well some things are better off the way your guidance consuler has them worked out so I won't mess with it. hmmm Well not until French atleast. I can't stand Seniora Prince... but that's spainsh damn have to remember Madam Prince.
Gah, Kristina get your A$$ back in school I need you! As if Junior year isn't hard enough I need my best friend there with me!!!
Not like she can actually hear me and she doesn't have a MyO account so she can't read it.
Gah I'm a nervous wreck and I still need to put on make-up. I swear to god if Kristi doesn't have the same lunch as me I'll go crazy.
Why, yes I am attending to hang with freshmen all day! And no I don't care.
Well I should go its 6:30 and I have to be ready to leave in about 15 mins.
Have a great day everyone!!!
¢¾ Haley
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Monday, September 3, 2007
Tagged gahh 2 more times.
I've been tagged again by RizelmineRedWolf and CriesOfChimera. So I guess that mean 16 facts. Grrness it took me a while to come up with 8.
The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more people are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a message telling
them they're tagged
~facts~
1. I love animals.
2. I love photography, and probably take more pics then anyone in this house.
3. My dog is retarded, he stands in front of moving 4-wheelers.
4. I love to go 4-wheelering.
5. I'm 16 and I still can't drive, my dad doesn't trust me enough. =[
6. I hate when ppl can't admit their wrong yet their proven wrong.
7. I hate Math with a passion!
8. I have the suckiest job ever.
9. I love it when it rains.
10. I'm suppose to wear glasses but I never do.
11. My fav animals are probably Horses and Dolphins.
12. Kristy and I are like obsessed with Europe and were gonna travle almost all Europe after high school. (Kristy is my best friend)
13. My parents think I'm crazy because I'm planing on buying a run down house near my work. Heck its cheap now.
14. I'm addicted to Vitamin Water.
15. I have a sister who truly acts like a dog, she left scratches on my arms a few nights ago.
16. I dyed my hair light brown yesterday, but it looks dark brown.
I tag anyone who hasn't been tagged yet. Or anyone who just wants to post 8 facts on their site.
Ah well, school starts tomorrow. Meaning I'll probably get back to my original schedual. I'll post in the morning and comment when I get home. Things are just easier that way. And I'll start to get to everyone's site again.
So work yesterday was ok. Glen payed me more then he was suppose to. I have no idea why. He told me that that was my pay rate. Oh well I won't complaine its $10 more then I make every week, I only work for 7 hours but whatever. Julie was moody yesterday and started going off on why ppl didn't wash the floor. If she wants it done so bad she can wash the damn thing. I wash it every night I work so she can't bitch at me. Its not my fault Tracey is lazy. I know she's pregnant but she's only 3 months so I'm pretty sure she can handle sweeping and washing the resturant seeing as I ONLY wash the kitchen! I don't work in the damn diner and I'm not cleaning it because then she'll expect me to every Sunday.
I think I have to make a doctors appointment sometime soon. I have another sore throat. This is the 6th time this summer. That can't be too good.
So anyway I'm going to shut up now. I'll talk to you guys later.
Have a great day!!!
¢¾ Haley¢â
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Sunday, September 2, 2007
Freezeing!
Hey Guys!!!! How are all of you?
Its freezeing here. Work has been going ok. Friday night we were dead hopefully today we'll have more then 10 ppl come in. *rolls eyes* I doubt it because there's a fair all weekend. Lucky me I can't go to it because I took home coming weekend off. Eh, well home coming weekend is better. Mwhahahaah plus I have a feeling that our class may actually have a chance of beating out the Freshman class. I know I know were Juniors and we always come in last place for these things but our class is like... the stoned class. We have all the druggies in our class. And were already the smallest class in the school. So anyway I don't even know if I'm gonna bother with home coming this year I did the last 2 years and it was pointless. *thinks* hmmm maybe our class advisors will be better this year. Though I do miss Finnigan-Allen and Pichey. But that was freshman year. Last year our class advisors sucked.
So anyway I have to go back to school on Tuesday. *sighs* I really don't want to but I guess its better to get it over with now. Ack I'm sooo nervous and I really have no reason to be. I mean I've been in the same school since 2005 why should I be scared. And I know most of the teachers. I'm gonna be lost without chorus this year though. That was the only class were I could just be a goof with Kristy. Damn ECE.
Well I hope you all have a great day!!! I have to go to work =[.
I'll comment when I get home.
¢¾ Haley¢â
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Friday, August 31, 2007
Tagged
Yesterday I was tagged by Kiki-tink.
The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more people are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a message telling
them they're tagged
~Facts~
1. I'm scared to death of clowns.
2. I love music. Its my life.
3. I'm going to school for child psychology.
4. I hate spiders, there just gross.
5. I want a pet monkey.
6. I'm a Junior in highschool.
7. one of my best friends is the whitest black dude you'll ever meet. (I hope you guys understand that)
8. Uhhhmmm I've very random.
~I Tag~
¢¾ Ekedo
¢¾ Emmah
¢¾ Mellowthrasher
¢¾ Alphonse13
¢¾ Dude Its A Dell
¢¾ Mysterious rei
¢¾ Silver Dragon 27
¢¾ Shonigoneyes93
Well I'll comment everyone when I get the chance. I have work tonight and I promised my mom I'd help her get ready for her Civics class So I'll be leaving now.
Have a great day everyone!!!
¢¾ Haley¢â
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
Busy and Randomness!!!
Hey guys!!! Hows it going?
Damn I'm updateing really early today. Its 12:30 am.
I commented some ppl back but I haven't had much time lately. I've been hanging out with Kristi alot lately. I'm also trying to get more hours at work so I can afford a cell phone so I can talk to my friends more often. Most of them live in diff. states so I can't use the house phone. Chantel just moved to Texas, it sucks. I'm probably never going to see her again. Karen, Trista, Heather and Jeff are leaving for college, and I'll probably only see Karen again because she's my best friend's sister. *sigh* This school year is going to suck.
I start school tuesday. I'm wicked nervous. I'm afriad that I'm gonna screw up teaching the pre-school. I know they don't start until October but I'm nervous.
My mom will be working in my school this year and now she is gonna know how I'm doing in classes so I can't screw around this year. *sighs*
Well anywayz Kristi and I are going on a diet to lose weight. We want to go totaly emo this year.
OMFG I almost cried when I got the news that Keith might be going to Colebrook schools. He can't leave *eyes start watering* I'll still be able to see him because his cousin's live across the street from me.
You wanna know whats gonna be sad now, Berlin/Milan is a completly white community now. Without keith that is. All the old ppl seem to scare the other races out of the towns. Its sad. Which is why I don't plan on living here after I graduate. (Not all the old ppl are like that just about half of them are)
Well anywayz I should go.
Yay for more nightmares tonight.
I should expalin. Well today wait it would be yesterday now seeing as its past midnight now. my cousin has been dead for 10 years and no one even mentioned it. Its like he was never around. For some reason ppl that aren't related to me are bringing it up. As if I don't have enough flash backs.
I'm gonna shut up now because I'm NOT trying to make this a sob story.
Have a great day everyone!!!
¢¾ Haley¢â
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