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Saturday, May 10, 2008
Prom Day....
Mood: Bored.
Song: Sugar, We're going down
Time: 2:26 pm
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?
Yup, today is my Junior prom. But I'm not going. I have no date but its not phaseing me. I'm over it. I didn't want to go with "just a friend" that wasn't really my friend anyway. He was more or less of a guy that has been following me around for a year that has a crush on me. Its not cute anymore.
OMFG I have 10 more months of waiting. Why? Because yesterday I put down my downpayment to go to England, Scotland, Ireland and Wales. I still have no desire to go to Scotland or Wales but whatever. As long as its fun I don't care. I just hope that I actually get along with my homestay. We get to stay with English famililes for 4 days we'll see how that goes. Probably okay, seeing as the schools do the matchups. It makes it even more exciteing we don't HAVE to stay with people of the same sex. Like I could have a guy homestay. Last year Bryan had a girl homestay. Apperently he says she was hott but whatever I'm straight I don't care how hott she was. If she was anything like the girls that came here from Trinity High she was a slut. In alll honosty they were. I mean their going to a school dance and most of them were dressed as tramps. And we can't dress like that at school dances? WTF is up with that? I still think they should've had to follow our rules. Oh well maybe we won't need to follow theirs. I'm not going to wear a uniform at their high school, 1. because I hate uniforms and 2. I am not wasting money on one.
Anyway other then that I'm extreamly excited!!! We are staying in Carllsile or something like that. I should probably look that up so I know I spelled it right. I know I probably didn't. All I know is that were staying in Hotels when we go to London and Oxford. Possibly so our homestays don't have to deal with us for an extra 2 days. Hopefully I don't get told off for not wanting to go in big ben or something. I HATE HEIGHTS. I'm suprised they got me in the coliseam in Rome. The one in Verona was bad enough because I almost fell down it. My camera did fall down it though.
Why the hell am I soooo excited. I mean I've been to europe before, and it was a blast. I ♥ Italy. I wish we could go back there. but I'm also really excited about going to England and Ireland. Execpt we're staying in England for 7 days and Ireland for 2 and a half. I think we should do 5 and 5. I mean while were in england we're obviously traveling to Scotland and Wales and then back to England but still. I have no desire to be there. I should probably just research Scotland and Wales and see what I'm actually gonna do when I get there. I know I'm just gonna be getting lost in England and annoying the hell out of my homestay. Plus this time I can get on a comp. because my homestay will have one... I hope. then I can keep everyone updated. I mean 10 days without updateing and being in such a different place will probably be hard. I mean in Italy I wrote everything down... well almost everything. I was gone for 8 days and out of the 8 days I wrote about 50 pages in a journal. First time I've writen in one since like... 3 years ago. I'm really thinking I should look up this schoool I'm going too and then I'll just put up the link. And yes, were going to school on a vacation... but its only for 2 hours. European school... YUCK. Their more productive then American schools why the fuck would I want to go to one on a vacation????? Okay apperently I did spell in wrong. Its Carlisle, England. Now I just need to look up the school.
Uhmmm yeah.. this school looks soooo much better then ours. Probably because our state government could care less about berlin high. Their trying to get rid of sports and cut teachers. Maybe I should just stay at this school. Oh well. I'm thinking about studying abroad in college. Either England or Germany not sure where yet. most liekly England, just because I know how to speak English already. Now I'm just sitting here looking at videos and laughing. I can't believe their school actually put videos up. Its just funny because the sound on my comp. is screwed up so the ppl talking sound like chimpmuncks with accents.
Okay, Now I'm just gonna shut up and finish looking up my info. Now I want to go to this school. It looks sooo much more fun then ours.
Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley
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Sunday, May 4, 2008
Infant Stimulator...
Mood: Happy
Time: 7:08 pm
Song: None. (have to listen for baby)
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?
This week has been great, yet this weekend has been exhausting at times. I have another infant stimulator. I have a real care baby 2 from reality works and oh god, she's adorable and doesn't require too much care, but is like a real baby. Though this is my second one. I had Aiden in April, though you all probably remember that and now I have a native american little girl that I named Lexia but anyway I'm not sure which baby schedual was easier. I think both of them had their good qualities. Like Aiden woke up every 3 hours to be fed, diaper change and was hardly ever fussy and Lexia wakes up every 5 hours (which I'm worried she will keep me up all night she hasn't woken up in a couple hours and is normally cranky from 6 to 9:30 pm though yesterday it was 8 to 10:45) and requires care for every thing one after another. Anyway I'm trying to get a 100% and so far I have it. Last time I had a 97 percent but I didn't know what to expect. I'm happy that things are going well and either way I'll make a good parent because if I can get a 97 on these babies I can surely parent a real baby.
I've been looking for colleges for child psychology I know I changed my major back to it. For a while it was Early Childhood Education. Right now its kinda both but anyway I've found two good colleges. One's in VT and the other is in PA. Not sure which I will go to. probably whichever's cheaper. though i'd probably be better off going to PA just because one of my close friends live there so I'll actually know someone who lives around me. I just need to take Human Antomony along with french 2 and 3. Which isn't gonna happen so I may have to transfer colleges and just start at the Tech which is okay with me get all the required classes cheaper.
I really wish Lexia would wake up there for she wouldn't keep me up all night. Next time i want to take another one of these babies home someone slap me. I don't need another one.
Anyway I should probably go and get some sleep while I still can because of school tomorrow. but I'm not that smart. I can't sleep while its still light out.
OMG this morning sucked. I almost went to the ER because my cramps were so bad. I had to have my mom babysit and I cried in the shower for about 15 minutes and then fell asleep for another half hour, while in the shower then I got out and decided to just stay awake for the day because Lexia was already up and cried whenever she was put down, not because she needed a diaper change or a feeding but because she wanted to be held.
speaking of lexi she just woke up for a feeding. i still need to take a picture of her with my sister. lol. i take pics of infant stimulators get over it. i actually get attached!!!!!!!!
HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ Haley
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Friday, April 25, 2008
Happy Birthday To Me!
Mood: Sleepy.
Song: Wannabe- Spice Girls (Me and Kim were listening to it at work)
Time: 9:37
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?
I am sooooo tired today. I worked for 9 hours with little kids and they were wild.
Today was also my birthday and Kim's, a girl I work with, birthday. It was soooooo much fun. Though the kids were confused. They automatically thought that it was Jane and Sarah's b-day too because me and Kim were born on the same day. Execpt she's 20 and I'm 17.
Today Sarah, Kim and I were laughing soooo much. Okay, this is better then yesterday's pee story. Okay, Kim was babysitting Alec, a little boy at daycare, and his baby brother. Well thir mother breast feeds and I guess the baby was fussing and trying to suck on Kim's boob and Alec is all like "Kimmy, do you gots milk in there" Oh god, I was laughing for like 20 minutes and said "Yeah, Kimmy is there any milk in there" I just got a "Shut the fuck up Hal"
My boss got Kim and I flowers for our birthday. they are sooo pretty. Alec tried eating mine.
Then there was this little boy, Jake, well he was wearing a purple dress. We have dress up stuff. and he was kissing a bunch of little girls on the lips. He gets more action then me and he's only 4 years old. He tells me he loves me every day. Its weird, because he does it in a sexual way and he kisses my stomach every time he gives me a hug. So now I stay the fuck away from him unless I'm pissed at him and trying to get him in the kitchen to color so I dont' have to take care of him. Jeeze, i've never heard of a four-year-old man whore. Who in their right mind teachs their four year old son that? He was looking down my shirt today when I was giving him his snack. I seriously don't like working with him.
So anyway, I've come to the conclusion that 17 is a pointless age. Kim also says 20 is a useless age as well because she can't drink yet. 17 is useless because at 16 you can drive, and at 18 you can leave home and do whatever you want. At 17 all you can do is get into "R" rated movies. Though, I've been getting into them illegally since I was 14 it helps having 20 year old friends.
I should probably stop typeing. Its almost 10 pm and I want to go call Lijiah. Don't ask why its been taking soooo long to post this but I'm just kinda walking around my room and looking for ideas for new hair cuts seeing as I'm getting it cut tomorrow. I don't know what I want to do but I hope i figure something out.
Also, if anyone has a myspace add me as a friend, seeing as I'm not on here too often. I check my myspace e-mail every day and I'd be there to talk more often. The link is in my intro. Just let me know who you are first or I'll message you asking you if I really have no idea who you are.
Have a great day!!!
♥ Haley
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
It smells bad...
Mood: Content
Song: Its Not Over
Time: 8:17 pm
Hey guys!!!! How are all of you?
I'm great, I lauged sooooo much today. I now have another reason why I love my job. Kids are soooo fuckin random. Okay heres today's funny story.
This little boy Casey had an accident and peed all over the floor and Kim was in the bathroom cleaning him up and I was sitting on the floor holding Alec, the cutest little boy ever. Well I guess Kim didn't get to the puddle of pee fast enough so Kaydence, this 4 year old little girl sticks her finger in it and then sticks her finger up Lilly's nose, she's 4 too. And next thing me and Kim know Evelyn, the biggest pain in the ass, comes out and says Kaydence stuck her finger up Lilly's nose. So Kim's like, "well it is disgusting but I don't think Allyiah (we call her lilly for short) has a problem with it" So at this point I'm trying to hold in laughter, once Evelyn goes in the other room I start talking to Kim again and a few minutes later Lilly comes out saying "It smells bad" So of course Kim's like "what smells bad" so Lilly answers "Casey's pee" at this point were just like WTF and say "allyiah if you don't like the smell don't stay in the room" and she's all like "No, Kaydnece stuck her finger in it and the stuck her finger up my nose" so now I'm really dieing of laughter at which point Alec decides that he's going to be a little brat and pull my hair.
So that was the funniest part of my day.
I still haven't gotten my fuckin cell phone my parents don't see a point so it pisses me off. I'll be 17 years old in 3 days and they wnn't let me drive, date, or have a cell phone wtf is up with that. Though, I've dated without them knowing since my 16th birthday.
LMFAO we took the kids for a walk today and Eric, my little buddy decides that he's gonna sing Jingle bells, it was like 75 degrees out. So we were walking around singing Jingle Bells. Kim was laughing at me. She's lucky that she's awesome, she's like the best co-worker I have. Probably because she's 19. We have the same b-day so on Friday she'll be 20 and I'll be 17. We both have suckish ages because she can't drink yet, and I can't leave my house yet. We're soo having a double party. Her sister is gonna get smirnoff for her so were just gonna be sitting their drinking. Shh, my parents don't know and they better not find out. really great, we're celebrateing Sunday night and we've got to work with kids rangeing for a year and a half to 9 years old the next day. Oh well we'll deal. Besides I'm not planning on drinking that much, I'm not into that kinda stuff.
Ahhh, I should go, I've been sitting here trying to get ready for stuff and I'm still not anywhere near getting anything done. I did make more in the last 2 days then I do in a whole week though, because I usually work 12.5 hours a week and I've already worked 18 hours. Spring break is great, I'm making sooo much money. I love it. I'll have enough for my laptop and my cell phone for the next month. See, I want my laptop before I got to England, Scotland and Ireland next year, thats if I decide to go. I want to go to Ireland, but I'm not even sooo sure if I want to go to England anymore. I mean I've wanted to go for years but now its just like "oh... England... okay whatever."
Have a great day everyone!!!!!!!!!!
♥ Haley
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
My tooth hurts...
Mood: Tired
Time: 8:43 am.
Song: Graduation- Vitamin C
Hey guys!!!!! How are all of you?
My tooth hurts really bad. I have my wisdom teeth growing in and they hurt.
Anyway, I'm making a movie from my Italy trip again, which is why I'm listening to Graduation its going on the movie because I won't be seeing most of my friends that went ever again. Senior year sucks... well I'm a junior but all of my friends are seniors or moving. I'll put it up after I'm done making it. I may ask Jodie to help me. She is amazeing with making movies. She made one for the International Travle meeting on Friday and it was great. Sooo much better then mine, I didn't want to show it afterwards.
Ahhh my dad's awake. How freakin typical I need to go.
Have a great day everyone!!!!
♥ Haley
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
Spring break!!!
Hey guys!!!! How are all of you?
I'm sooo happy its Spring Break. Though I do have to work 9 hours a day weekdays. Oh well it can't be that bad..... or maybe it can. Its startign to get hot out and I hate too much heat plus kids seem to like sitting on my lap and I have to work with new people... Ahhh, that should be the hardest thing to overcome just because well... i don't like new people, I'm too shy around them. I think I already know this Sarah girl their talking about so we'll see.
My mom is doing alot better now, she's just got to wear a brace for her leg for another 3 weeks.
Uhm, I'm also getting a cell phone, my tracfone was costing way too much money so now I can actually talk to people. That'll be better then answering my phone and saying "Hi, I can't talk right now I ahve like no minutes. I can try calling back on the house phone when its free"
I really have nothing to talk about. I think I've commented everyone who commented my last post.
sorry I'm not around here much, I'm on myspace mroe so if you want to add me as a friend there the link is in my intro. I add almost anyone, well if I know who you are.
I should go, I'm babysitting.
Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Just bored
Time: 7:04 pm.
Mood: Bored and mildly pissed off.
Song: If You Come Back To Me- Bowling For Soup.
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?
Things around here have been shitty the last 2 days. Okay, yesterday my mom fell in school and tore a ligament in her leg. This happened at 10 am and no one bothered to fuckin tell me until 1:30 pm. It pissed me off to the extream that I kicked chairs around in the child care room. I mean the whole school knew before I did. It pissed me off sooo much. Which is why I didn't get to commenting I had to help around the house.
Damnit I have to go now because my dad 'needs' his computer. Whatever the fuck he says.
I'll try and update later.
Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
I need a life.
Time: 3:35 pm
Mood: Bored
Listening to: Dirty Little Secret- The All-American Rejects.
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?
I'm wicked bored... and thinking about going away for most of the summer if I can take that much of a leave from work. So Anway, I kinda can't believe that I'm gonna be a senior in less the 8 weeks. Its scary how fast time goes bye sometimes. I mean, I remember my freshie year like it was only last year, when in reality that was 3 years ago before I met any of you. All of my friends were thinking about that today. Its like so much has changed, yet its still all the same. If that makes any sense to you at all. I mean, we all agree that last year was the worst year for any of us. I ditched about 85% of my so called friends, Zach changed sooo much, I went completely emo for a year... seriously, all I listened too were emo bands, I wore black all the time, ect. I got over that durning the summer. Joe (mom's friend) told me to grow up in some ways and that I was being a huge baby about everything that had happened. Its thanks to him that everything is pretty much going perfectly now. Even though, I really really don't want him singing along to this song any more. His accent ruins the whole thing, no matter how hott I think it is.
I just dug out a bunch of stuff from Italy about an hour ago and started working on putting it togther in a scrap book. I've got plane tickets, tickets to everywhere I went and so on. I have a map of the whole fuckin country, I'm still not sure how I got it. I put it away because I haven't printed out any of my pictures yet.
I'm going on a mini vacation. Yup, remeber I said I was thinking about going to NYC for my b-day next week, well my friends have decided that we should go look at some college there because they want to live in NY I think personally I'll pass. maybe for a few months, but 4 year living in NYC I don't think so. Besides, I think I want to go to Keene State. Though I still have no idea what I'm majoring in. I NEED to figure that out.
OMFG I've just been informed that my mother is going on the school trip next year. NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I like being with my friends and not having my mom 'babysitting' Meaning, we can't sneak out to any pubs in England or Ireland. I'm not to psyched about going to Scotland. I think I just want to stay in England for 6 days. Sounds like a plan to me. But that'd also mean, I'd have 2 days lost in a country that I've never been to.
I'm sooo happy. 1 more week of school and then spring break. And my 17th b-day. I'm buying myself a new cell phone. yes, I get myself b-day gifts. No, I mainly use the money I get and buy what I want.
Report cards, kinda suck. I'm pissed at myself about them. I passed french, but I'm upset because I would have a 92 if she let me make up the test and the quiz that I missed when I was in a different country. I mean WTF is her problem. Besides, I should just get atleast 75% for it, I talked to a French woman... to an extent. I asked her if she spoke english. that should count for something.
Lauren, you are coming to get me when I go there. I've decided that me on an airplane alone isn't a good idea. It wasn't a good idea with my whole group on one. Because they left me alone. And I'm am NEVER flying out of JFK again. The fuckin airline ppl can't speak good english. I think I'll fly out of Boston. You can fly into Laconia though. Just because its closer.
Gah, I need to track down Joe's parents, just to tell them that I'm sooooo staying with them for 2 days because I have no intrest in Scotland, I have no idea how far away Birmingham is away from where ever the hell were going but I'll find a way to get there. Hopefully I don't lose my passport again.
I really should go, because I'm not suppose to be on my dad's computer and mine refuses to connect to the internet. I also think that I should go out and run a mile. I've been soooo lazy lately.
OMFG guess what, it was snowing earlier. Its the middle of April, it isn't suppose to snow!!!! I better not have snow on my b-day. I won't be amused.
Have a great day everyone!!!!
♥ haley
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I need a life.
Time: 3:35 pm
Mood: Bored
Listening to: Dirty Little Secret- The All-American Rejects.
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Friday, April 11, 2008
I can write my name with a triangle...
Time: 7:27 pm
Mood: Content
Listening to: I'll Be There For You- Bon Jovi
Hey guys!!!!! How are all of you?
Things here are pretty good. I know everyone is going to ask about my subject so I'll explaine that. Okay, today in psych. we did a bunch of experiments with disablities and one of them was for dyslexia so we had to look in a mirror and trace inbetween lines of a star printout and also had to write our names on it, well I did horrible. It looked like a 3 year old did it and my "A" came out looking like a triangle so thats how I got my subject. I should scan it and put it on here just to show how horrid it really looks. I guess my name came out pretty good. We're also reading this book called "Go Ask Alice" Its a really good book and all but my mom and her friends keep singing a song about it. Jeeze its getting old, yes she's a druggie get the hell over it.
Yesterdays meeting was sooo sad, because Caroline did bring up a point it would be the last time were all in the same room... ever again. Janel, Richard, Fiona and Cherry are graduateing, Rebecca is moving to Boston with her sisters and well i'm just here... all alone since all my friends decide that its good to leave me behind. Me and Krissy have a new plan... were gonna go to China and find husbands... same as mine and Kristy's plan about going to Ireland... I think Irish ppl are more hott, yes thats how good my english is. Okay... almost any forginer is hott, to me. I just don't... like american guys. Well most of them. Type... I don't have a thing for you!!! He's a forgin exchange student from Asia, I think. He's leaving in August too. Why the hell is everyone leaving me. Dude, I want to do forgin exchange next year. Lauren I'm going to live with you weather you think I'm a freak or not!!!! I don't care about the age difference... wait I'm only like... a year older then you so I guess its not too bad. And Megan is 2 years older then me so we should be all set... as long as I can find a job and as long as I don't walk around saying "Englad sucks ass" when I get bored... because believe me I'll probably say that. For a while I was saying Italy sucked ass... but believe me Pompaii did. Poor doggies. and Naples was like trash city, they seriously had trash everywhere! It was really really really gross! Good thing Carolina made things intersting. She was our tour guide.
Damnit, we got report cards today. I'm sooo pissy I normally get high 80's and above and my highest grade this term has been a 86 in ECE, it really sucks butt. I'm passing French. I'd have a 92 if madam prince let me make up that test but now I'm stuck with a 68. Atleast its passing... by 2 points.
I've decided that I want to go to NY for my b-day. I think I'm draging Kristina, Keith, Krissy, and Type with me. Maybe Kara too. I dunno. I choose NY because I wanted to go to England but I can't because I have to work every day, I could've gone with Joe. Fuck Fuck Fuck, why did I decide to take over someone's shift while thier going on Vaca. I want to go back to Europe with Joe. No idea why, I hate sitting in the plane for 9 hours... wait I think England is only 8 hours... I have no idea. I don't want a window seat, because I couldn't get up to pee at all. Everyone I sat next to did not speak English. Though I did end up sitting next to a French lady, and I can speak some French and Spanish. So I ended up saying "parler anglaise" and she was like "non" and asked if I could speak french and I'm like "no" but I can say bathroom in french, and spanish. I forgot how to say it in Italian. I wanna learn Greek or German or something cool like that but no my school is dumb and we only have French and Spanish.
Since when do I have hollaback girl by gwen stefani on my ipod... I have no clue, it just started playing. I think we downloaded that in Italy because the italians were pissing us off in the club.
Okay, I'm gonna shut up because I have no life and I think you guys are sick of me complaineing.
Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley
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