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Monday, April 16, 2007


I am going crazy!
Hi everyone. I can't take living here anymore. Grrr theres about 3 feet of snow and they still didn't cancle school. What a rip off. OH well whatever. I'm in a bad mood today. Not only is it snowing I couldn't get any sleep last night because it was hailing all night so ice chunks were bounceing off the roof all night. The internet is screwed up because of all the snow. My parents are letting me stay home though there not the ones who has to walk a half mile in snow. ahhh I don't know what to do anymore. I need a life or friends around here that actually care. I'm getting to the point where I want to hack one of my ex-friends sites and delete it. Thats how much she is driving me nuts. If she has a problem with me she should tell me or atleast leave me the hell alone. *sighs* Sorry about that like I said I'm going crazy. But all of you are great friends and I'm glad I have all of you. I have to get ready to go to this retarded school full of monkeys now. I'll talk to all of you when I get back.
.:*Al*:.

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Sunday, April 15, 2007


Confused...
Damn I'm so confused... which isn't unusual. But this time I couldn't help it. Ok the phone rang so I went to see who it was and my caller ID said that it was a call from Washington... WTF I don't know anyone who lives there. I may dye my hair again seeing as the maroon is washing out. I'm thinking black or dark brown. Anways I'm kinda in a weird mood today. Oh and I'm mad at myself I had $20 and now I can't find it. I need to put that away for my trip seeing as i'll have to go to hell and back to get $1800+ to go to Italy. And like what $1650+ to go to England. AHHHHH too much money. plus whatever I want to spend while I'm there. I spend too much money even here. Oh and I'm going shopping with my mom today to get more stuff for my project. Probably get more sketch books. Just remembered I haven't put any of my fan art up yet. I'm just gonna shup up because I doubt anyone wants to read all this random crap. HOpe you all have a great day.
.:*Al*:.

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Saturday, April 14, 2007


Dance!!!
Hi, OMG the dance was so much fun! Ok so the hot English guys refused to dance but then it was just the girls that came on the trip making fun of the way we danced. I thought it was pretty funny. And I made a new friend. Her name is Anna. She already said I could go stay with her when I go on my trip to England. The only thing is I think I may have scared her cousin. LOL I was making fun of someone and I'm like you know what I'm gonna dance like them and put my hand up my own skirt and I don't think she knew what the hell I was talking about. Anywayz that was the most fun I've had in a while. Oh and I did end up slowdanceing but it was in a huge group. LOL ppl were probably looking at us funny because there were about 5 girls from our school and like 10 homestays and we were just danceing in a huge circle. Well I hope you all have a great weekend. And I'll make sure I get to everyones site today.
-Al-

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Friday, April 13, 2007


LMFAO!!!
Today in civics was wicked funny. This kid came running in screaming The British are here The British are there! It was so great. Were learning about the war between England and the U.S. like before we were our own country and he actually thinks were still in war and the homestays are spys for England that are going to kill us. It was so stupid but I laughed at it for hours. Theres this really Hot homestay though. I'm hoping he'll be at the dance tonight. I doubt it though seeing as they leave on Monday and their probably all gonna go to MA. Oh well. I hope you all had a great day. I'm gonna shut up before I start leaveing a retarded post.
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Thursday, April 12, 2007


Annoying Cat!
Hi everyone. Sorry I haven't been getting to many sites. >.< I've been busy and I just barely stoped balling every time someone mentions the word dog. So today hopefully I'll get to a few more sites. As for the title my cat won't leave me alone. He doesn't want me to leave him here. I dunno why though. He grabs my leg and cries everytime I walk out of my room. I feel bad leaveing him here to go to school. I think he misses Rina too. Damn I have another midterm tomorrow. Why cloudn't the damn English teacher give us the midterm last Friday like everyone else?!!! I'll ttyl. Hope you all have a great day.
-Al-

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007


Hey
Hi everyone. So how are all of you? Yesterday was weird. I swear if anyone mentions my dog at school I'm gonna go crazy. My health teacher came up and talked to me and asked me about the dog. These stupid kids keep coming up and asking me whats wrong with my dog and they all know she's dead because something like that goes around the school really fast. Now my parents think I need to go to some kinda shrink. It sux so much its bad enough that my dad said were never getting another dog but my mom says yes. I think I screwed shit up again though. I told my dad if he didn't like it to take his computer and his son and leave me the hell alone. It doesn't effect me much being as I'll still see my brother and I have my own computer. Well I hope you all have a great day.
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007


Hi
Hi everyone. Weel I'm feeling much better. I talked to my friend Kristina in chorus so I got alot out about how I feelt and stuff. Now that most of its out I feel like I can move on again. So anyway me and my sibs looked at new dog breeds. I know I'm rushing this a little but I'm the kind of person that can only greve and cry about it. in order for me to move on I need another dog to care for. Like my own dog like Rina was. Jake is just too hyper for me. I want a Basset hound but my mom thinks their ugly. All the dogs I think are cute she hates. This sucks we can only have a small dog. I'm gonna buy her with my b-day money. I don't want a car for my 16th b-day anymore I want a puppy. I miss Rina too much. So today I may take a break from the computer and work on some hw cuz my teachers want it buy Wed. *hugs all* thanks you guys all helped alot. I'll talk to you all later.
-Al-

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Monday, April 9, 2007


   ... Just when I thought everything would be ok....
Hi everyone. I- I'm heart broken today. I thought Rina would be fine... I guess I was wrong. She died yesterday. My poor puppy... We were gonna get her put down today anywayz but... well yeah I guess its too late for that. It took me forever to come in my room to type this out. Its just not the same with her not here. I I miss her. I'm really sorry if I don't get to everyone's site today. I've got way to much running through my mind. I can't stop thinking about her. I think I really hurt my mom yesterday though. I was freaking out and then I kinda screamed "what do you care you hate the dog you probably want her dead". I feel so so bad. Now my mom thinks that I'm blameing her for all this. I'm not. Its just I was upset and she told me that... that everything would work out. Ok well I'm gonna go now. I'm sorry... I can't type anymore.
-Al-

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Sunday, April 8, 2007



Sorry about the depressing post earlier. My dog seems to be ok right now. She hasn't gotten sick all day and she's drinking alot of water hopefully she'll eat something though. Anywayz how is everyone's Easter going? Mine could be better my dad had to work and my brother went with him so now its just me my sister and my mom home. It kinda feels weird. Well after all my Easter is turning out ok. And I'll be completly fine with whatever happens today good or bad. *Hugs* Thanks everyone who PMed me. *runs off to eat candy* Candy makes everyone feel better right? *throws candy to everyone*
-Al-

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Happy Easter!
Happy Easter everyone! How are all of you?

I might not be on much today. My dog isn't expected to live past today. Great day for Easter to be here. Its 4:41 am and I've only had 3 hours of sleep all day. Rina has gotten sick the past 4 hours and won't stop. then my dad took her outside and she refused to come inside because she wants to die. but it'd be crule to leave her outside. but its also crule for me to hold her back here obvously she wants to die so why I should I just stand in the way. Why is it so hard for me to let go? THis dog has been here whenever I needed her the last 9 years. Its so hard for me to just let her go. I've probably said I love you Rina like a billion times tonight. I was just hoping she'd make it to my 16th birthday but I know she won't and I know it'd be even worst for me to ask her to live that long. I'm sorry to ruin everyone's Easter. I just had to let that out. I even got my dad crying I feel so bad. And I can't get another dog because my dad says no. I'm gonna miss her so much. If anyone wants to talk please PM me I really need someone to talk to. Hope you all have a great day.
-Al-


This is like the only good memory I have left of her now. It seems like its been so long since she actually played and ran around. She's been happy the whole time though.

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