myOtaku.com: Alphonse122

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-04-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• Way too close to Canada.... Northern NH
Member Since
• 2006-07-19
Occupation
• Kids Only-- Its a daycare
Real Name
• Haley

Personal

Achievements
• i don't know..
Anime Fan Since
• Forever
Favorite Anime
• Fullmetal Alchemist, wolfs rain, Fruits Basket, Naruto, Final Fantsy, Pokemon, Inuyasha is ok.. i just started watching it
Goals
• To travle the world!!!! To get my poems published and to spend next year in England!
Hobbies
• singing, writing, photography, hanging with friends...
Talents
• singing and writing

myOtaku.com: Alphonse122

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Weird
Hi everyone. So lately I've been depressed like ever since I was sick. I don't know what to do anymore normally I don't cry about any thing but lately I have been. I've been waking up just finding myself crying about something that happened almost 10 years ago. Yeah I know I'm being pathetic. Another thing is I'm sick of everything changeing in my life. Its like one day my "friends" will be friends and the next I feel like I don't know anything thats happening. I just miss my old best friends the ones I could count on for anything and... well yeah I don't know don't get me wrong I love all you guys as friends but I don't know. I just feel like I'm missing someone. Things with my brother have finally gotten better because I have worst things to deal with. Everyone in this damn town is dieing too. Then my health teacher the other day said that you can get cancer from the way you eat. As if she needed to tell me that I'm already parinoid of getting it. for those of you that don't know my cousin died of cancer when I was six years old. now some of my friends that I made when I was younger are dieing from it. I'm not gonna lie to you because I really can't handle this anymore. I know right now I'm being someone I can't stand and complaineing about stuff that I have control over but its like I can't fix it and I'm trying not to cry... I dunno what to do anymore. If anyone wants to talk please PM me. There aren't going to be any questions today because I'm gonna post a poem I wrote.

My tears are streaming down glistening on my face
the memory or you is really too much to bare
I sit here listen to sad songs hopeing this is all a dream
A nightmare infact
I miss you with all my heart
wishing you were here
how could i have been so stupid as to let you go
gone to who knows where
i just want you back
back in my grasp
i know i'm being selfish but i..
i just want you back

P.S. For all the ppl I know with cancer your all my heros and I think your all the strongest ppl in the world. *hugs* And I'm sorry you had to go through everything you have.
love always
Haley
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