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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-04-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• Way too close to Canada.... Northern NH
Member Since
• 2006-07-19
Occupation
• Kids Only-- Its a daycare
Real Name
• Haley

Personal

Achievements
• i don't know..
Anime Fan Since
• Forever
Favorite Anime
• Fullmetal Alchemist, wolfs rain, Fruits Basket, Naruto, Final Fantsy, Pokemon, Inuyasha is ok.. i just started watching it
Goals
• To travle the world!!!! To get my poems published and to spend next year in England!
Hobbies
• singing, writing, photography, hanging with friends...
Talents
• singing and writing

myOtaku.com: Alphonse122

Saturday, December 29, 2007

I am sooo confused...

Hey guys!!! How are all of you?

Things here are alright. I'm just getting a little confused. Its like my friends are all living in a blur. I mean Kristi, found out that she's not who I thought she was. When I met her about 8 months ago everything seemed fine. We hung out like every other day. now I barely see her anymore. She's going to Berlin today, and invited me but I choose to stay here, because I'm pathetic. I mean I know whats going to happen, but its like I can't face it. She's gonna go there and hang out with her 'friends'... they'll get high and I'll hear about it wed. morning at the bus stop or in the lunch room. Also, my parents wouldn't let me go because I didn't know where I was going, neither did she. So guys, I need help again, should I go to Berlin and hang out with her next time and try to stop it or just but out? I mean my insticts are telling me to try and help but then I'm also feeling that its better off if I just ignore it and hope she comes to her senses without me acting like an over protective older sister, she's about a year and a half younger then me.

Okay, in other news. I'm gonna get a job working at a day care. Its easy enough, I do it at school. Just day care would be without the lesson plans. Besides I'm good with kids.

My parents are trying to bribe me into staying here next year. I was talking to my mom a few days ago and she told me if I make enough money at my job i could get a horse... I've been bugging them for a horse since I was about 5 years old. I guess its also got to do with the fact that we've got enough land now. We have 5+ acers. So their going to clear an acer for the horse and then I can ride him anywhere. Yes, I'm getting a male horse, just because I want one. Now this also brings up the fact... Should I stay in Milan next year or go to England? its a hard choice for me because these are both of the things I want more in life... Right now its leaning more to go to England for a quater, 9 weeks and then come home and get a horse. I'm still not sure yet.

Despite the issues going on with Kristi, I'm in a really good mood. I dunno why but atleatst I'm not depressed.I'll just call her an idoit when I call her to see if she wants to bring Ryan (her little bro) over new years eve so we can babysit togther. My parents and her parents have decided to go to some party togther so its forget our usal new years eve party. It kinda sucks but oh well.

I've finally got to some commenting today. I've gotten to about 8 sites so far. As far as I know I'll most likely be home all day, just not online. Sorry about that, I've got alot to do. Some ppl don't understnad that but I'm glad that the majority of you do; because no I'm not trying to aviod anyone.

Sorry, Hollow eyes my computer won't let me comment your site... thats the only one in a while it hasn't let me comment.

Have a great day guys!!!
¢¾ Haley

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