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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-04-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• Way too close to Canada.... Northern NH
Member Since
• 2006-07-19
Occupation
• Kids Only-- Its a daycare
Real Name
• Haley

Personal

Achievements
• i don't know..
Anime Fan Since
• Forever
Favorite Anime
• Fullmetal Alchemist, wolfs rain, Fruits Basket, Naruto, Final Fantsy, Pokemon, Inuyasha is ok.. i just started watching it
Goals
• To travle the world!!!! To get my poems published and to spend next year in England!
Hobbies
• singing, writing, photography, hanging with friends...
Talents
• singing and writing

myOtaku.com: Alphonse122

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Computer is fixed!
Hey guys!!! How are all of you?

My dad fixed my computer. I didn't even bitch about it for 2 weeks. I think it may be because I got a 100 on my French test. Thats seriously a first for me. I mean this year has been a bad year for me school wise. I just have more things on my mind then classes. Really smart, I know. I'm going to college in less then 2 years and now I decide to screw off.

Aiden is back at school. I miss him, I keep expecting him to wake me up at night crying. I want my fuckin baby back. I said that right to my teacher too. She just was like WTF. And then she went off saying "this baby was suppose to teach you how hard it was taking care of a baby" I'm like "Well guess what, now I want him back" Apperently I'm gonna make a good mother adventually I got a 97 on my baby project. Possibly because I forgot to feed him once and at lunch he was crying for 20 minutes and I was frustrated because I wanted to eat and Maddam Prince almost broke his neck. Oh well, in May if I take another baby home, which I think I'm going to, I want to try and get a 100 and I want a little girl this time. The clothes are sooooo much cutier. Even though, I'd rather have a son over a daughter. Little boys are easier to deal with then little girls, not as much drama.

I also just started my parenting class on Monday its pretty mellowed out. There are 2 guys and 8 girls. Jeeze, this will be a hard parenting course seeing as some babies will have 2 mommies. And Richard is gay so its like no matter what the kid will have 2 mommies. I want Keith to be my kids daddy, that sounds really bad... not in that kinda way. He's just one of my best friends and he's the only straight guy in the class. Though, he's gonna work with Tessa. I love them both to death but there will be some fighting between me and tessa over keith. Partly because Keith's black and decided that he wants my baby. AIDEN IS MY BABY HE CAN'T HAVE HIM!!!! I love that baby, today we had to hook the babies back up to the charger in the draws in Mrs. Connary's room. It made me very upset. But theres another black baby thats a little girl and it looks just like Aiden I think the only difference is that she doesn't have balls. Oh well, you know what Keith can take Aiden and I'll take the little girl and they can be twins.

OMG ECE we laughed sooooooo much today. Okay, Tiff's sister had a baby about a week ago and her sister was like "I played with my babies balls. did you play with your babies balls" Tiff was like "I had a little girl" so we're all laughing and her sister still stands there clueless and starts saying "They were sooo little" I'm sitting there and start talking to her sister saying "Its a freakin' 9 week old baby what the hell do you expect?" Then were like "Well, their still bigger then Aaron's " he's this really annoying kid in my graduateing class. He's a fag. He's been hitting on me for 4-ish years now. I mean, I didn't like him then, I don't like him now, and I will NEVER like him so he should just give up. I can put up with his brother but him, no way in hell.

I can't go to prom anymore. My date bailed on me at the last minute. But its not like that it wasn't his fault at all. I really don't want to talk about why because I cried about it for hours yesterday. So its not like he was being a jerk or anything. I just miss him soooo much. He'll be away until after I graduate. Try loseing your best friend for over a year and when he comes back you know things will never be the same again no matter how much you try to make everything seem okay. Its seriously killing me. Just to answer all the questions I'll get, I loved him for about a year and a half. he just doesn't know it. I'm not sure if I still have feelings for him anymore or not, but I'm sure I'll figure it out advenutally. I wish I knew his new adress so I could atleast write to him, but no, not that either. Its weird because I just saw him a few days ago, and we were joking around and everything seemed fine. Its just starting to sink in that I may never see him again, and the thought of that is killing me soooo much. Just thinking about it is making me cry. Its like no one understands why I feel the way I do. I mean I love him more like a brother now, but its still killing me. My mom thinks we'll end up married in 5 years but I know he won't marry me for my protection which is fine, because I already know who I want to marry. Though that may change because I'm only 16 (almost 17, I'll be 17 the 25th of this month)

Anyway, i'm gonna shut up now because all of you are probably lost. I'm sorry that dragged on forever. If you have any questions please don't be afraid to ask, I'll answer questions about this but I probably won't go into too much detail.

Have a great day everyone!!!
♥ Haley
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