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Sunday, October 29, 2006


SAD
I am so sad. i want to cry. i just recieved the worst phone call ever. my aunt chris just lost her mother. she knew that her mother would die this month. i don't know what it would be like to know excatly when my mom would die. i guess its true you never know what you have untill its gone. i mean this isn't the first loss i've been through and its not the hardest. I don't know what to do though. You may want to know about all the wiccan symbols on my site. well my aunts a witch and she asked me to dedicate my site to her mother untill the day after halloween. If someone dies before halloween their soul will pass on. but if they die after halloween than their soul will be doomed to walk the earth until the next halloween. i guess i should be happy that my aunts mom can cross as soon as possible. i know that shes better off dead but i don't feel right. i don't know what to tell my aunt she always so happy and she's always there for me and now when she needs me most i can't be there. i'm stuck here and my dad won't bring me down to mass. you know how it is it hurts to see someone whos always happy so sad. i feel so bad because halloween is my aunts faveorite holiday and she can't even enjoy it. I don't know what to do. if any one wants to talk please pm me i really need someone to talk to. I'm sorry if my site creeps some of you out. its just the only thing i can do for my aunt. to dedicate this site to her mom. thank for who ever finished reading my ranting. Happy Halloween everyone.
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