Thursday, February 3, 2005

Ah...Tamm is just getting worse. She couldn't move her fingers properly today to draw. She couldn't even lift up a spoon properly. That is not a good sign.
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   *Grin* Want to hear about my school day? I saw that retard who said my sister deserved to have leukemia, and I gave him something painful to think about. Hehe...might have been a bit brutal, but he had no right to say my sister deserved leukemia.

Anyway, I'll add another post later, but I'm going to visit Tamm now. Ja ne, minna san!
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My foster parents made me go to school today...and I was overwhelmed by homework and tests and projects. Of course, I pushed it all aside and immediately went to the hospital to visit Tamm. It seems like she's fine even with that collapsed lung, but I would really feel more at ease if my stupid foster mom would let Tamm have a stupid transplant. Now I have to face all the homework I pushed aside, but I don't feel guilty. My sister comes before any stupid homework assignment. And thanks for understanding that I don't have time to comment on everyone's site, but I will once my sis gets better!
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Monday, January 31, 2005

Hey...Stupid foster mother hasn't decided on the transplant yet...gah...

I'm really sorry that I can't get to people's sites, but with so much going on right now, I don't hvae the time. Sorry! But I'll try to comment on everyone's site after this chaos is over.
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

My IDIOT foster mother will NOT let Tamm have a TRANSPLANT!!! What the heck?!?!?!?!?! Her reasons??? "I don't want somebody's lung inside my precious daughter's body." WHAT??? There will be no PRECIOUS DAUGHTER left if my foster mom doesn't let Tamm get a TRANSPLANT!!! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Tamm's other lung is now on the verge of collapse!!! Stupid stupid stupid foster mom!!!
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Tamm's lung collapsed.
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Friday, January 28, 2005

My sis is getting dizzy headaches more and more often now...Uh oh...She can't make cranes either because she can't see the paper clearly. O.O;

I made a hundred cranes last night and I am tired...I hope my sister gets better...
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

Now I am officially worried. Not that I wasn't before, but now I really am. My sister was on the laptop earlier today, and she said she suddenly felt dizzy...like the whole room was spinning. O.O; That's not a good sign...I hope it doesn't mean anything...

My evil stupid foster parents are sending me back to school Monday. Maybe I can hitch a ride to the hospital? I am not going back to school when my sister is feeling horribly dizzy.

Well, I'm going to get off the laptop so Tamm can use it. Ja ne...
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My sister was realy lonely inside her room, but when I dropped off my laptop with her so she could talk on AIM, she seemed happier. I guess talking to people on AIM cheers her up. I didn't think she was that lonely.

I got around to doing some more cranes today, but I spent most of the day picking out a book for my sister to read. I made a few more cranes, but they're hard to make for me. I'm really not one built for origami-making.

I'd like to thank Alex (destinyssweetman) for getting so many people to help make cranes. Thank you, all of you, for helping me and my sister.

Well, I'm just about ready to go visit my sister again...I'll add another post later on.
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Today I was at the mall to buy something for my sister, and I saw a few of my male classmates. They saw me, too, and then they did something that made me almost beat them up. I mean, I would have, but they ran away when I started running after them. They spotted me, and they came over, and they said, "Your sister deserves to have leukemia for being the nice, goody-two shoes she is." Wow. I could only think of two words when that sentence blasted out of their filthy mouths was: KILL HIM. It might have been over-doing it, but I was really pissed off.

I went to the hospital again, and this time, my brother drove me...I didn't want to face my foster parents. What they said kind of got me pissed off, so I've been pointedly ignoring them and spending my time away from the house, usually at the hospital with Tamm. We have around 300 cranes now, which is pretty good cuz it's only been a few days since we've started. Thanks to everyone who participated!

Anyway...even though my AIM screen name is posted on the left, people don't check there sometimes. Okay, my AIM screen name is Als4317. I don't know why I'm saying that, but I just want people to talk to...I feel kinda unhappy and stuff. I hope I don't sound selfish or weird, I'm just kinda upset.
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