Monday, April 23, 2007

My life is
Crappy, shitty, i can go on forever, stop me at any time....
Lindsay is still mad at me, and i already explained everything to her and invited her to go to the concert... and she was friendly then, don't know why she isn't now.....
i don't even know if i really care any more....i'm just going to go off to my little emo corner and cry and carve "everyone hates me" into my arm and then maybe everyone would admit that they do.
No, i won't cut myself not that any of you actually give a damn whether i do or not because you always find something to be mad at me about because some of you treat me like my parents do, some of you either:
a. Blame me if anything goes wrong
b. Hate it when i'm happy and find ways to make me feel guilty about being happy
c. point out things i do wrong instead of the things i do right
d. Just entirely treat me like shit.
or
e. just use me for your own amusement well you know what i have a bone to pick with you
I Am not your chew toy, so stop biting i DON'T SQUEAK!


Now, some of you don't do any of those things and some of you only do those things every now and then.....
And i owe an apology to Lindsay,.....she only blames me for things every now and then so yea, i was horribly mistaken by saying she wasn't my real friend, she is, she always has been and she always will be my real friend.
Otherwise, would i have told Amy that if Mike ever hurt her that i would, and i QUOTE "Tear him limb from limnb then chop him up into bite sized pieces and eat him for breakfast lunch and dinner." End quote.

Eryn, to you, i'm sorry too. I was just angry because you said that i might have told the guidance conselour, that's all.

oh and if i didn't think Eryn or lindsay were my friends why would i do the following:
1. Punch Jeremy about a bazillion times and it actually hurt him cuz i wanted it to
2. Threaten to kill Becky, and mean it
3. Tell Natalie Oliver to lay off of Lindsay
4. give Jess the middle finger every time i see her in the hallway...
5. Tell ppl to shut up when they talk about either of those ppl.




HMMM HMMM???? YOU GOT AN ANSWER TO THAT???? DO YA? I didn't think so.....


I love the both of them like sisters and just because i was having pms, doesn't change that.....SO SUCK THEM APPLES!
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