Monday, January 9, 2006

   Waking up\ Missing you
I've awoken to a nightmare...
Your trapped and I can't save you...
The war drums beat, a distant song
And I am Missing you...
The Army lost you a week ago...
I know your dead,
It's over and through...
So how could it seem like your here when your not???
And I loose love so young.

(Prediction of what will happen if my boyfriend signs up with the military....)
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

Your Amber eyes
Amber eyes,
Like fire somehow crystallized.
Magic touch,
Gentle smile,
Time has brought me this cherished Angel

The road winds behind me,
Dark and bloody,
I’ve beaten myself until I’ve almost
Died,
Atoning for the moment
When you can love me.

Nothing is what it was,
Or will ever be the same again,
Because your eyes,
Wash away my sin,
I find in you the God I’ve looked for
And the demon I crave to replace

Amber eyes,
Hot like fire,
Somehow crystallized,
Burn my soul and
Purify,
The darkness

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

   Searching
I look into your eyes
Tainted and unreal
All I ever wanted
Was for someone to
Take me in

Chorus

I love you
Can you come back?
Please be with me
I want to know
Your there

Is it wrong to feel this way?
Just dissatisfied with the way things are
I love the beauty in which you used to care
Why aren’t you ever there?
I need to love
And be loved
Can it be true?
Honey I love you
Baby I need you

Bridge

Searching, searching
Like never before
Wanting to
Replace the void
You left
When you decided
No more

Chorus
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   My Hunger
On a true wave of special
Darkness
I ride
Waiting for you
To come back and hurt me again

Chorus

Baby I wish it could
Have been
All the things
That you wanted
Baby I just wanted
You to know
I still hunger for you


In the stillness that you left
I’m forced to find my soul
Becuase I’m so lost
Without you

Bridge

You were my reason and my light
My love and my life
And All I wanted was
For you to see
You mean everything
To me.
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   Angelic Layer

Look here baby
Look at the moon
I love you like a sin
Like it’s something more
Then this

Sex is coarsin’ through my viens
Hell and your the fire and your the reason
Baby don’t you want me
Like I want you
All the time?

Sexy hell life
Is sin
Am I sin baby
Am I beautiful sin?
I want you....


Chorus

Your my Angelic Layer
Yeah, sweety
Your my Angelic Layer
Oh won’t you Lay me tonight?

Dancing in the shadows,
Langishing within my sweet gothic
Romance
Hey, don’t you want me

Chorus

Bridge:

I love you, your like
A Sin
Heaven on earth, like something
Celestial,
oooooo baby yeah,
I want you tonight

Chorus
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Your heart lies on top of a cloud. A real
daydreamer, you often think of stories to
relate to your life or you'll be too busy
daydreaming to attend to life. Never in a
hurry, you get things done, eventually, and
your friends love you but sometimes feel as if
you're somewhere else. You're content with your
life. For love, you need someone that can fly
up to meet and enjoy the world from up high.


In what land does your heart lie? ..:Anime Pics and Nine Results:..
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You are the girl that helps the group when they're
in troulbe!Basicly you are always there when
they really need you.Congrats!^.^


What would your role be in anime? (Girls Only)
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DRAGON

You are the dragon. A dragon,
in western lore, is a giant lizard with wings.
It usually has the capability to breathe fire.
The dragon symbolizes immense power, physical
strength, and courage. The dragon has also been
a symbol of wisdom and of protection. Dragons
may also appear to be greedy as many a tale
depict them as keepers of vast hordes of
treasure.


Which mythical creature resides in your soul? (11 Results + Pictures)
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Your beauty lies in your loneliness.

So graceful, yet, alone. You can't seem to find
anyone out there like you. It seems as if
you're doomed to not find anyone to give you
the company you desereve. You'll find a friend
who understands someday you'll not be alone
forever.

Your motive:

A friend.

Your quote:

You'll never understand how alone a person can
get. How do I know? I'm already there...

Your colors:

Deep purple and blue.

Your song:

Oh, Sweet Promise by The Bleeding Alarm

"Oh sweet promise to the day I met you
An unguarded heart and I've hurt you."

Please rate and message.


Where do You Find Your Beauty? (Gorgeous Pictures and Touching Results)
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You might look like this


If you were an Anime Girl what would you look like?
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Many things are Hidden Behind Your Smile you are
desprate to be loved but yet you are to scared
to let anyone take your heart because you are
afraid of being hurt. Many find you as a shy &
quiet. But you have great friends that know the
real you.


What's Hidden Behind Your Smile?
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You are a Sweet Angel. You are innocent and happy.
YOu giggle a lot and you are sweet towards
other people. You are also sly...hey! Good
girls are bad girls that get away with it!


What Angel do people see in your eyes?(anime pics!)
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you are smart and EVERYONE knows you will sucessful
later. whatever you do, dont slack off!


how do people look at you? (anime pics!)
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Bipolar
You are bipolar, also known as "Clinically
Depressed"! But don't fret my little
unhappy dumpling, because you usually work
things out on your own. You just need someone
to talk to most of the time. As for friends,
well, you're a little short, but you still have
a few close ones that you hold dear. You're
always wishing for something more, and have
MAJOR, MAJOR moodswings. Like, PMS times 10
moodswings. In most cases, you usually resign
to pessimism, and people say you're
"Depressing to be around".


What's Your Disorder?
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Your French name is
~Triste~
which means 'sad'.
You are disapointed in life and wish there was a
way to fix it. Life has no meaning to you and
you can't enjoy it. You have not quite given up
hope, however...


What is your French name?
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adopt your own virtual pet!

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   Will we burn in heaven
I gave you everything
Is that all right?
I let you have my soul,
Now I don’t breath....
Is that okay?
Is that what you wanted?
I love you...
Yes, I think I said that once...
Once in the time before....
But I don’t feel it now...
Because I gave you everything.
Everything...
Remember?
I let you touch me in ways
Ways... that make me blush....
I let you feel me with your whole body
And then you hurt me...
Tell me, did she taste better?
Did she call your name?
I gave you everything, everything.....
Just so I could burn in heaven with you.

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   Solitary Shadows
The darkness stires
Your memory greets me
It’s a scent,
It’s a warmth
Seeping over me
In the darkness
Gentle eyes find me
A voice whispers,
Whispers....
Secerts;
Loving and Kind
Soft as the wind blows
The darkness stires,
Then dies
AS always
Your memory
Greets me


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   God Cast away
The battle ax of my soul
Was lowered...
For you
And you betrayed me...
Darling,
Damn you...
What have I done?
What have I done?
Murdered Angel
Corrupted and martyred
From heaven....
Tell me your soft,
Incideous lies...
Once again
Tell me,
Play me...
Let me be blind
To your sharp
Corruption
What have I done?
Putting my faith...
My faith in you..
Again I lay
Shattered,
Broken,
Broken
I curl into
A defensive,
Fetal postion
And sob...
Kiss me,
Let our souls
Brush..
One last...
Before I go numb..
Let me know...
I stand in the
Presence
Of God
Not another
Mercliess
Stone idol
I love you,
Lost,
Pretty God...

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   Are you an angel?

I


Glimmering harpsicord
Syphony in mind
Of faeries dancing
And Midsummer Night’s Dreams
Glossamer like your wings,
Your crown
And your chaste eyes
Are you an Angel from some far away heaven?
Or a Demon from a closer hell?
How do you hold to virtue?
It’s fallen away from me
With innocence and naivity
So are you an Angel from some far away heaven?
Or a Demon from a closer hell?
It’s easy to sin in this world of carnal pleasure
And blooming Knowledge trees
Do you want to sin with me?
By the lakeside, lost in your sharp
Evervescent eyes
Are you an Angel from some far away heaven?
Or a Demon from a closer hell?
The girls who know
Say watch the blonde who smiles
But how can I be sure?
That you aren’t that Angel from some far away heaven?
Instead of their Demon from that even closer hell?



II
On the shore of a lake of fire and brimstone
Alone
Where have you gone?
I should have heeded thier warnings
Wise words on deaf ears
Are you an Angel from a far away heaven?
Or a Demon from this hot hell?
I am eternally forsaken
I guess I am repetitive
Are you an Angel from some far away heaven?
Or the Demon from a even hotter, and closer hell?


III

Demon! Demon!
You have left me for dead on your chared shores!
I shall never forgive you,
Angel,
Demon!
Demon!
You have betrayed me! Why?
You promised me salvation!
To her feet she rises
I will be strong
No Demon will hold me prisoner!


IV

Are you an Angel from some far away heaven?
Or a demon from a even closer hell?
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Sunday, November 20, 2005

  

Certificate of Marriage
This is to certify that
Rei Kashino & Alyce_Crowley
were married on
November 20, 2005
Marry Your Favorite Character

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Certificate of Marriage
This is to certify that
Ronald Weasley & Alyce_Crowley
were married on
November 16, 2005
Marry Your Favorite Character

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Certificate of Marriage
This is to certify that
Harry Potter & Alyce_Crowley
were married on
November 16, 2005
Marry Your Favorite Character

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If not for the dark
If not for the dark
I wouldn’t be here
For not for the part
Of my heart you
Broke
I wouldn’t be able
To write
Like an angel
Master of my craft
Always improving
With out you
There’d be no dark
No art to hide there
No soul willing to find
It
No one to dispair
Without you mother
I would not be what I am
Who I was and what you
Claimed for me to be
If not for the dark
I wouldn’t be
A god given gift
If not for the dark,
I wouldn’t cry when it rained,
And I wouldn’t think of
That damned flood...
So many years ago,
If not for the dark...
I could not be vain,
I could not be at once
Maculine Eros
And Fememine Aphrodite
I could not see why
Pride will be my downfall
If not for the dark
I would be bitter to the world
Becuase of your rotting
Cervix I came forth
If not for the dark
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Don't Look Back
Let’s not look back,
Or trace ourselves to the old ties
That held us down
We are here, we are now
And everything has somehow righted itself again


You said you want me forever
I want you forever
Warm kisses and hot passion
So let’s be togather forever
I love you


I look into your eyes
And sometimes I’m scared,
Too afriad to tumble into them
Too afriad....
To get to close.....
Just too afriad....
That you’ll let go.


So let’s not look back,
I don’t want to go back,
I just want you to know,
I love you
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Blood Red Snapdragons
Time has made it clear, Angel Time has made me see, What you really meant to me All that time ago... I understand the fire has died inside of you, You’ve got to get away. I never got the chance to hold you To beg you not to let go I wanted to somehow grow into your perfect lover But Time took you away And left me screaming here With someone I yearn to understand And fear to love. My future is brighter, Brillant as the sun, You’ve left me in good hands, Angel. Please don’t ever wonder, If he loves me... Becuase he does. Please my Angel, don’t ever Wonder, If I miss you... Becuase I do. My dreams are haunted with your smiling eyes, Your small hands, Your fragrant body... Sex has a new meaning When you trying to fill the void Left by your own self-destructive soul I’ve never wondered if life would Have been different if we never met I always was thankful, Thankful for the rift in time We were togather...
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