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Friday, January 13, 2006


   well..
well peoples... i broke down again.. i wanted to cut myself again... that's right i said again ... this is starting to get way out of hand but what am i supposed to do here?! i mean honestly i can't control myself anymore and it's starting to really suck alot.. i mean i scared people today because it was so bad... i don't know what to do with myself... i really think i need to go back to L.R. but that's just me i really think that it'll help me but friends tell me that i'm stonger then that but i really don't know about that.. i mean if i was really stronger then that then i don't know...wouldn't i be able to control myself?i would think so but then again that's just me talking again... someone tell me what they think.. like honestly i don't know what to do with myself besides trying to send myself back to l.r. but i know that if i go back my friends might be mad at me for not pulling through my problems on my own but what can i say really? i need help people why doesn't anyone understand that? i really do need help right now so what do i do ... i'm so confused

::huggles everyone who reads this::

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