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myOtaku.com: Amarant Coral


Tuesday, September 7, 2004

The first time I had a sample of your love, in such a tiny package, it made me want more. I was satisfied with just a kiss and that is all I wanted once a day, a kiss from you. The first time I felt your soft lips touch mine. I was shocked I did not know who did what, if I started it or if you did. After that moment was over I excused myself from the room and walked into the bathroom shaking tremendously. I wasn't scared, I was just a little uncertain. It isn't as if I didn't want to, I just didn't know why I did it... I wanted to know why I kissed you or you kissed me. My breathing was shakey and I didn't know how to breath. I started splashing cold water on my face to wake up from this trance.
I finally regained my normal behavior, still shaking a bit, and walked out to see you once again. I slowly walked toward you and wanted that feeling again, shaking with happiness, I needed your kiss again, and again. My eyes stayed locked on yours. I started to feel fear once more... the fear of loosing you in anyway. I only knew three words now, 'I love you' and those were the only things I could say to you.
In reality I wanted to say 'I don't want to leave you, you are everything I want and I really need to be with you so much, I need you and I don't want you hurt.' but... I couldn't. The fact of the matter is... I love you more then life itself. I would give anything to make your past the one you want. I want you to have the perfect past, present, and future... but you will always have the past that we don't want. Remember you have the past you don't want but the future is yours to make. I wish I could have told you that...
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