myOtaku.com: Amarant Coral

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-04-21
Gender
• Male
Location
• Madison Tennessee
Member Since
• 2004-01-23
Occupation
• Drawing, guitar
Real Name
• Joshua Adams

Personal

Achievements
• My biggest achievment is getting out of bed.
Anime Fan Since
• I have been an Anime fan since 1998.
Favorite Anime
• I can't choose all anime are great.
Goals
• I have no Goals
Hobbies
• I draw and make webpages.
Talents
• Artist and Hacky Sack Champion

myOtaku.com: Amarant Coral

Sunday, September 26, 2004

I can never replace you but... I feel love for someone else. I don't know how to say it... I had been wanting to tell her for so long and we joke around when we say it like a friendship way but... I really mean it. I called her last night, it was late, and I needed to tell her how I felt. I could hardly speak when I heard her voice. I wanted to tell her everything right in that instant but I couldn't. I was sick of being alone, sick of the lonely-ness. I didn't want that anymore. I was sick of being unloved, and not cared for, I just needed her to love me. I started to cry as I remembered those years alone, without you. I needed someone, but not just anyone I needed someone I loved. I would give her anything in the world... she could have my heart and... even if she wanted she could have Ryo.
I told her how much I loved her that I didn't want to lead a life without her. And we know that some people would say "Ryo doesn't exist" well to me he does and when I thought of giving him up I started to cry once more... he has helped me through thick and thin and made me who I am today and I don't know how to thank him. I don't know how to go on without him unless I am with her. My body was numb from the neck down and I don't know how to explain it. I couldn't move as I was spilling out my heart and my love and emotions. I need her so much and I really need to be with her... I really do.
I told her everything, how I couldn't be with anyone else but her, couldn't love anyone else but her, couldn't do anything without her. She is the most beautiful... most radiant woman I know. I really don't know how to express my feelings. I love her... and my heart will be hers from now on... I thank you for helping me through this. I needed you and you were there... I love you and thank you for leading her to me.

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