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myOtaku.com: Amarant Coral


Sunday, September 26, 2004

The feelings I have for you are never going away I still love and care for you. No matter what happens I will always feel for you, and writing is the only way of expressing myself, and my love for you. No one understands what I am writing, they read it and think they understand it. Truely only those who have lost what they love can understand my feelings toward you.
And in some instances if they are in love and have done what I have done... they might understand and you know this more then anyone. I wish I could tell them strait up to their faces to quit making me remember... they think they are just words and they aren't my memories for you are so distant, I want to forget the pain... the broken glass... the blood. They strive for more, for their own personal gain. They need more of my poetry but it is more then that... it explains me.
They say they don't know anything about me... and you know that is wrong. My poetry, my character, my stories. All of which has my history in it, stories just switch the names and take out the demons... and angels and they would see it was me. I don't know how much more I can take I can only see blood now, white is now dark pink, yellow is orange, a light red is a dark red now. The pain, the blood, it never ends... I need more guidance... but it is getting harder... I need her more at this point... she hasn't actually said the words I want to hear. I need her to say it... then I can be happy.
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