myOtaku.com: Amarant Coral

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-04-21
Gender
• Male
Location
• Madison Tennessee
Member Since
• 2004-01-23
Occupation
• Drawing, guitar
Real Name
• Joshua Adams

Personal

Achievements
• My biggest achievment is getting out of bed.
Anime Fan Since
• I have been an Anime fan since 1998.
Favorite Anime
• I can't choose all anime are great.
Goals
• I have no Goals
Hobbies
• I draw and make webpages.
Talents
• Artist and Hacky Sack Champion

myOtaku.com: Amarant Coral

Sunday, September 26, 2004

I have been asked a million times if I would go out with others but I say "No" they always tempt me with the one thing most men would want. They tempt me with it day in and day out and I turn them all down for you, I don't know how you truely feel for me your emotions tell me that you love me but you cannot say the words yourself. I really need to think about this. I don't want to pressure you into saying them but I need to know how you truely feel, but alas I will stay confined in the walls of my mind and never come out until you say those words. I have turned down hundreds of women for you in this short amount of time and I don't want what every guy wants, I don't want that I want a healthy relationship and yes one day I do want to make love to you but not now... I need to wait, we need to wait, I am not ready... not again. You make me so happy, I will see you before the summer ends, I will tell you everything right in font of you. You don't live far away I just need to see your face again, and kiss your lips again. I need to feel your skin, I need to feel your love, I need to feel your breath on my neck, I need to hold your hand again.
I have felt a small portion of your love and I need more... I need more of your love, it is like a holy grail, all its contents are sacred and never been touched by anyone else other then me... I treasure it immensely as if it were your life. I will do everything in my power to protect it and I will make sure no one else has it, I can never love again if I cannot have you, I cannot love again if you do not go out with me... I need you so much... I need you and if I cannot have you that would hurt me worse then burning in hell for eternity. I need to drink from the grail once every month or I become very weak, and slowly loose all hope for our love. One sip is just one kiss... that is all I need to keep the candle lit. I need to keep the candle lit... I need it lit or else I will become cold. I heard you say you needed me... that re-kindled the dieing flame... I heard you say a lot of things about me, all good, and I could not help but keep a smile on my face. I love you.

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