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Tuesday, October 11, 2005


   You guys... I feel aweful...
It's horrible. Absolutely HORRIBLE.

It turns out, during my party Saturday and Sunday this last weekend, my best friend Barry comitted suicide.

The whole school was in an uproar, and what makes me feel so horrible was... He gave me his last hug.
My heart feels like it's ripping into zillion's of pieces. Most people don't ever see me cry, but this one got me. I managed to hold it back during school, which made my whole face hurt. But, when I got home, I didn't even face my mom and I ran straight to my room. I didn't pick up the phone, do my homework, or anything. I went to my room, and sobbed. I don't even know how long, I just know it was dark when I came out. And now I don't know what I'm doing.

For fear of my friends, I promised myself I wouldn't do anything stupid to myself. But, I feel that I have a right to post some of the first stuff, which I dedicate to you, that I drew on my tablet. I don't want to post it and get credit for it. That's just stupid. But, don't worry, all your stuff will be posted as soon as all the misery passes because, on top of this, my Aunt is trying to commit suicide too.

As far as I'm concerned, my life is rather hellish.

The ever crying Kitsune,
~Ami-Chan

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That's the first thing I EVER did...

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This is the thing I did today after hearing about Barry.

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This IS Barry... R.I.P. ((Gods, I miss him... *sob*))

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And this is a picture of Kai I did during my party... That's it for now. I posted SOME stuff on the account for some credit, but nothing special.

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