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Birthday
1989-10-04
Gender
Female
Location
Portland Oregon
Member Since
2004-06-22
Occupation
High School Student... And Ami when no one is looking. Or I could be that naggy-kicking thing that you never figure out what it quite was! *kicks and runs*
Real Name
Now why would I go and say something like that? Wait... It's Ami.... Isn't it? I'm CONFUSED! *fetal position*
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... O_O; Do I have one?
Anime Fan Since
Forever and for always DUH!
Favorite Anime
Yu Yu Hakusho, Saiyuki, Jing: King of Bandits, Ranma 1/2, DB, DBZ, DBGT, and pretty much all of it. With a few exceptions.
Goals
To make Ami a frigg'n household name. And over in these parts, she already is. Yay, I've conquered Portland! Almost... ><;
Hobbies
Drawing [Duh!], singing, nagging to my friends, roleplaying, writing, and sneaking online when I shouldn't.
Talents
Drawing [Again... Duh!] Not to mention jamm'n on my guitar (when I'm ALONE) and cooking. I'm an amazing cook. ::is perfect housewife as some say:: And I LOVE to sew. I make stuff...^_^
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
You guys... I feel aweful...
It's horrible. Absolutely HORRIBLE.
It turns out, during my party Saturday and Sunday this last weekend, my best friend Barry comitted suicide.
The whole school was in an uproar, and what makes me feel so horrible was... He gave me his last hug.
My heart feels like it's ripping into zillion's of pieces. Most people don't ever see me cry, but this one got me. I managed to hold it back during school, which made my whole face hurt. But, when I got home, I didn't even face my mom and I ran straight to my room. I didn't pick up the phone, do my homework, or anything. I went to my room, and sobbed. I don't even know how long, I just know it was dark when I came out. And now I don't know what I'm doing.
For fear of my friends, I promised myself I wouldn't do anything stupid to myself. But, I feel that I have a right to post some of the first stuff, which I dedicate to you, that I drew on my tablet. I don't want to post it and get credit for it. That's just stupid. But, don't worry, all your stuff will be posted as soon as all the misery passes because, on top of this, my Aunt is trying to commit suicide too.
As far as I'm concerned, my life is rather hellish.
The ever crying Kitsune,
~Ami-Chan
That's the first thing I EVER did...
This is the thing I did today after hearing about Barry.
This IS Barry... R.I.P. ((Gods, I miss him... *sob*))
And this is a picture of Kai I did during my party... That's it for now. I posted SOME stuff on the account for some credit, but nothing special.
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