Saturday, October 29, 2005

When she smiled...

She was always so sad, so depressed...
Always looked so alone in the world...

It’s just that... when she was like that... when she was sad...
She was really beautiful.
But she was even more beautiful...
When she smiled.

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Every One of Them.

They hate me. Every one of them. But I’ll show them. I’ll prove I’m a man... They won’t have me to push around anymore. I’m gonna end it all. And they’ll know it was all their fault. I’m gonna pull this trigger, just you watch me. I’m gonna smear my brains all over the road. Then we’ll see who’s laughing at who. Yeah. Then they’ll be sorry. Every one of them.

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Loneliness Is Like...

Unrequited love...
It’s like getting an eye full o’ lead...
Like getting a face full o’ gravel...
Like having you’re heart ripped out of your chest...
Like being invisible...
It’s even worse when it’s the one you love that causes you so much pain.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I'm back......
sorry I haven't been on in like.... uh..... 3 months... I think... I can't remember. But the point is that I'm back now... with a few new poems.. and a lot more baggage. A lot more... anyone got a forklift? anyway.... well, c'ya all later.
peace4now

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Monday, August 29, 2005

I'm back....
but I gotta tell you, my vacation was quite boring...
hell is soo overrated...
I don't know why aodtr666 stays there and doesn't come and torture innocenct humans like he used to...
and the part of the dark side of the moon where my soul has been for the past millenia was unusually uneventful this time of year...
guess tourism must be down cuase of that hurricane crashing down on.... where is it... oh well, anyway... so I'm back... got a new toy yesterday... airsoft guns.... fun stuff.... especially when you get two real-metal magnums.... *grinns* anyways... better go for now, but I'll try and get some new poems soon... peac4now

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Monday, August 8, 2005

rain poem #1
For some, rain is calming
it drenches the body like a forgiveness
cleanses the soul of impurities
refreshes the world
soothes its sorrows
and life is once more at peace
but for me, rain is a shield
nothing more than a mere mask
hiding my true feelings
disguising my tears of pain...


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new halucinations poem
Seeing Things
From the poem series HALUCINATIONS

There it is again...
the endless dripping of blood...
flowing from my open wounds...
No one else seems to see them...
or the blood that flows so freely from my veins...
they all tell me that nothing is wrong with me...
But they're wrong...
something is wrong with me...
very, very wrong...
I'll show them all...
they'll beleive me when I'm dead and gone.....
but it doesn't hurt, the dripping that is...
not at all...
in fact, I feel nothing...
almost hollow inside...

maybe they're right...
maybe I'm not bleeding...
maybe I don't have these cuts, bruises, and scars that I see on myself...
maybe I'm not bleeding...
maybe this blood that I see is nothing more than a mere dream...

maybe I'm just seeing things again...

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Friday, August 5, 2005

new halucinations poem
Feeling Things
From the poem series HALUCINATIONS

I feel so alone now...
nobody here with me...
nobody by my side, to tell me everything is alright...
actually I guess I've never noticed it before, but I've always been alone...

guess it's time for my medication... I'm feeling awfully sterange again...

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Thursday, August 4, 2005

hi there.... sorry I haven't been around lately.... blame my parents.... anyway..... haven't had much of a chance to write poems lately either. well, c'ya all when I see ya.

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

a few more things to explain...
as I'm sure most of you have already noticed, my two most recent poems are each part of a diffrent series... they are both brand new series's. the idea for them just hit me one night, around 1 p.m. I'd say, so here they are... on the page... there is more to come from each of these series's... and more series's on the way as well... I hope... and another thing to explain... the banner at the top of my page that says 'B. H. A.' is something else that just came to me... obviously as it says, it's an association for bounty hunters, like myself. as for the link on the banner... it leads to aodtr666's otaku page. he has a banner that links to my page as well. we are cofounders of this soon-to-come society of bounty hunters, mercinaries, and such... as soon as we have a page on another site up for this new 'club' if you want to call, we will both link our banners to it, take memberships, and give out banners as well... but for now, we aren't up yet, so bare with me... and if you know of anybody who might like to join, put them in contact with my site and tell them to keep checking for updates... as for aodtr666's site, I'm not sure if he'll post news or not, so it's ify....

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