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Tuesday, July 11, 2006


(revised) a lot of random thought....
well... it certainly was a long time in between my recent daily posts and my last posts like a month or two ago. I really hate having to rebuild my friend list, what with people deleting others who are left vacant for a month, or two whatever your limits are. I've gone through and cleaned out my list as many do... and deleted a few names. I wonder if they will ever come back, like I have. I hope so, or not maybe. guess now I'll never know. but my friends list stayed untouched, so all the friends I had so long ago are still listed... and some of them who are current on otaku and post daily don't seem to remember me. aodtr666 got me started. this was the very first place I got my own web page on, and was proud of it. but then I realized he was a deeply troubled person. he was depressed a lot, and never really opened up out loud. but this site was a way to channel his negativity and put it to at least some use that caused no hamr. and for that, I humbly thank the makers of this entire site. so when I was hit for the first time with depression, one that sent me spiraling downward, and fast, I knew where to turn. you are all quite kind and understandung on this site. it seems that we've all gathered here out of a love for anime or a depression that needed mending. I would now like to thank each and every one of you for your support of one another. I've only now realized that we, together, truely are an extremely large family. one with so many members with so many problems. but there is always soemone else here with the same problem as you, so your not really alone anymore onnce your here. like I said, family. and so, I humbly extend my hand to aid any who feel down, depressed, and alone, hurt, sad, or just like you need to talk to someone. feel free to email me anytime you need to. and don't be embarassed about a thing. I may critisize, but it is out of respect for you for coming forward with your problems to begin with.

sorry about that, it all sounds like a bunch of crap now that it's down, but I'm too lazy to go in and fix it and make it flow, so read it if you please. anyway, I just wanted to let you all know about the creche. it's the banner in my profile above. it is a place for seasoned otaku vets to help out newbies, and newbies to get help around the site. it is also a place for somebody like me, who has been a member for almost a year now, but still cant make my page look good for $H!T. I am curently looking for help, and am soon to be listed as a padawan. it also gives room to post yourself as a master, to help those in need, like myself and many others. it's a totally new feature that otaku cooked up. but don't listen to me ramble on anymore. click the banner and find out for yourself.

again, I would like to ask for anyone who knows scripting to help me, pm me or comment here.

I would also like to remind you if you haven't read it in my profile above that I am cleaning out my friend list. I got rid of all '05 posters, and just the other day got rid of sites dormant since march, including of coarse january and febuary. but in a couple of days I will be purging the list of all not posted since june(april, I meant to say april. I'll leave on the ones that say they've posted anytime in june).

well, I'll let my mind wander here, so I gotta go cause if it gets too far it will get lost. and I gotta tell you, it's too small to make it on it's own. see ya round space cowboy.
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