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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   skating is good for your soul, too bad i dont have one...

ok, today i woke up at noon. then i went and scoped skate parks, all the way in anaheim, all of which were fucking packed, so i went home. i skated around the neighborhood, alone--no daphne, i was so sad =(--almost got hit by a car, and sulked over the thought of only having one board to destroy, instead of the twentyfivethousandmillion boards my dad has, and the three of my mom. parents dont need to skate, goddamnit!! fuck this!

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I MISS YOU DAPHNEEEEEE!!!!

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

RISE AGAINST

"Tip The Scales"

Are we so alone,
So distant,
So forgotten,
As we think ourselves to be?

These are our lives
But did they ever even matter?
Are we worth remembering?

These machines feed on the tears of broken lives and dying dreams
We’re throwing wrenches in the gears
Our lives will not be lived in vain

When this is all said and done
We spent this life on the run
Judged by the company we keep

Our language, buried inside
These lungs that keep us alive
We breathe so selfishly

Promises we plan to break
Are made in whispered voices
Cause our despair knows many names

We make mistakes
But we apologize with roses we never stop to smell along the way

These machines feed on the tears of broken lives and dying dreams
We’re throwing wrenches in the gears
Our lives will not be lived in vain

When this is all said and done
We spent this life on the run
Judged by the company we keep

Our language, buried inside
These lungs that keep us alive
We breathe so selfishly

We fell from the sky today
We melt into balls of clay
We sell ourselves everyday
Don’t tell me how to live this way

Pushed so far to the edge
We teeter just on the brink
You can lead me to the bloodbath
But you can’t make me drink

As these machines feed on the tears of broken lives and dying dreams
We’re throwing wrenches in the gears
Our lives will not be lived in vain
Our lives will not be lived in vain

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i know this is really late, but i like this poem.

Mother's Day: A Tribute
I recount the days, only barely getting through.
I think of the nights that i tried to escape you.
Black belts and chains repent my sins,
I try to start anew...
I live in this hell, you brought me here.
I lie in this bed, cradled in fear.
Cradled in fear.
Cradled in fear.
My eyes are now vacant and stained.
My heart is black, but yours is only pained.
Deep down I know we have a dark love,
But now it's too late, help is on the way...
Happy Mother's Day...

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   lonely no more...

im home now, and daphnes here too...i think, somewhere, no, there she is. so yeah. bye.

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

sometimes i wish i could just start over. fix all the things ive screwed up along the way. deep down inside i know that that will never happen, but i keep wishing, and wait for the day i can start again. for so long the screen has been blinking "game over", but for some reason i keep going, and i dont know why. i need someone to talk to, but i dont trust anyone enough to try and tell them how i feel. its this constant pain of regret and depression, i try to hide it. i cant do it, no cares. theres nothing left here. im dying now...

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useless things for useless people...

...another useless day gone by. let this post show that NOTHING of real importance happened to me today. why i am posting this i do not know, i guess to avoid my homework, or talking to my parents.

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

I DIDNT FORGET!!!

this post is for daphne because i didnt incorporate her into my other post about disneyland. sorry bout that. i had fun with you too!!(no, not like that.) and, even though she'll probably never read this, victoria, i "enjoyed your company" and all that faggety shit. PS, your dad's hott. HAHA JUST KIDDING!!!! but, yeah thanx ppl. i luv you all!

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   the happiest goddamn place on earth

yeah, so i went to disneyland yesterday...with choir. wooo, fun.(*ahem*) ok, so, it was cool and everything, being a 2'sday and all. it was even okay when i sat next to the orgasm queen(jessica) on the haunted mansion. the thing that really sucked it dry was...shaena, with her pickle. no, just kidding!! no, it was when we had to leave, it sucked major ass!! fuck. ok, bye.

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

some days aren't worth living....

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