Monday, November 1, 2004

ok, it wasnt taken. My new name is now ChildoftheEarth, so stop on by. Hope to see you guys there ^^
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Rebirth
Hey guys, long time. I'm going to close this account down soon, but my new one will be ChildoftheEarth. If it's not taken. Ill post again if its taken or if its not ^^;;.
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Monday, October 18, 2004

I'm sorry....and thank you..
Hello everyone. As you can see I'm still alive. I am terribly sorry that I did not repsond to your calls. I decided to take a week off to think things through and as you can see, I didn't end up killing myself. I'm glad to see many of you do care.....but I feel that a simple apology is not enough to show you that I did not intend to hurt anyone with my selfishness act[especially you Anime + freinds]. So, I will close this account soon. Thank you once again and take care.
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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Goodbye everyone, I will miss you
Many of you will wonder I added this post. Many of you will think that I am seeking attention, but you are wrong. I just wish to thank everyone for visiting my page and commenting. Thanks to you who considered me a friend. I've decided to perish from this world. I do not know the exact day, but it will come eventually. I know it's rather selfish but I can't stand it anymore. I just want it all to end! Everything! Being dead means all of that is gone.....but it also brings troubles for the people who cared for you. I don't know who I am anymore or what I am...I'm afraid to know. Im afraid of rejection. So, I wish to bid you adieu and thank you for being there for me....goodbye everyone, take care, and I hope your life will turn out ot be fortunous. Please, do not worry about me, don't bother commenting, because I never existed to begin with...goodbye
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Thursday, October 7, 2004

Emotion
Looking deep inside
I strive to find
The one thing that makes me unique
The reason for me to live
But, no matter how much I strive
I cannot find
That which is deep inside

Now they laugh at me
Mock me
Tease me
They pretend to care

What value does my life have?
A cent? A dime? A grand?
Does my life have a value at all?
Tell me please, that I am ok

Lead me to the light
Allow me to bathe in it once more
But now it is too late
For I hang aimlessly in the air
Looking at the world below
The serpent who holds me
Licks at the blood that have overflowed from the tips of fingers
Down to my toes
Where the wooden stool now lies dead
That's when I realize
That my life has come to an end

That's pretty much how I feel....it may or may not make sense, I don't care. The whole problem is rather long....Ill post it if I feel like it...now let me go hang myself and bid the world adieu..
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Friday, October 1, 2004

You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


What feeling do you represent?
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