Saturday, May 7, 2005

   A little about the real me -_^
To everyone here I am Andrainea. ^^ To others I am known by other name, my real name. Why keep my secret for so long? Simply because I just want others to know out there I am not a hateful person. I never have been. I can't hate people, for it is not in my nature to do so. I know that might sound a little silly, but I was raised thusly. Hate only bares(gives birth) more hate. Hatred is never a good thing. Neither is holding grudges. For it makes the person miserable and room for little joy in that person's life. So I try to follow path of acceptances and love. I don't want to hate anyone and therefore I don't. For hate is an extremely harsh and strong word. Example: the KKK is a 'hate' group. You all know from history that this group of people harbor 'hate' towards African Americans. Example 2: Hitler. He 'hated' the jews. So the Nazis were born.

I am sure you see the point. Though those are extremes, they none the less hate. Why hate? Why can't a person love and accept others? Fear I suppose in the main answer. A poor excuse at best. A fear of being hurt or rejected or some other ill placed fear. Just to give testimony I have been rejected my entire life. Not because I am mean or anything like that. Because I was different growing up. I was the oddball, but that didn't stop me from loving and accepting others. For everyone has their inner oddball. Mine just shone on the outside. I didn't act, play, etc. like my other peers. For that I was shunned. Yet, never once did I hate those people. Not once. For they made me who I am today. If I saw those people tomorrow I would thank them. Why? Cause if they hadn't shunned me or made fun of me I wouldn't have stepped up and changed my life. I wouldn't have learned to be the better person and not stoop to their level.

Yes everyone has their limit. Mine is harder to reach. For it takes a lot to set me off. That and I will boast of my patient. I know that sounds concieted, but I do have a lot of it. In my life I have learned a great deal of patient, specially when dealing with other people. It takes a lot to get me angry. I might get annoyed, but that quickly goes away.

*sighs*

I am not really a bad person. Though the only way to prove that is for any of you to get to know me. So I open up my contacts... all of them... so you may get to know me better. If you are not used to taking that first step I encourage any of you to do so. I don't mind the conversation.^^ Grant it though I might not be online all the time, but what time I am on, please IM me or e-mail me. I promise I won't bite. ^^

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