Wednesday, January 17, 2007

i don't need help from anybody. i can do this all alone. without the bad people. without my family. without my friends. without everybody. i can handle it alone. i dont need your help.
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i cant fucking breath. i want to cry more then anything in the world, but i refuse to give in to the urge. they will all be right. he told her. he told the fucking bad people. i dont fucking know i hate this. they dont fucking get it. one out of a million. its over. he is gone. i am scared. i dont fucking know what to do anymore. jsut leave me the fuck alone. please. i dont fuckinbg know what to do. i will not cry. doesnt fucking matter how bad this is getting, i will not cry. so dont fucking tell me to cry. its fucking over! i cant fucking believe it. i dont know what to do. i donmt know what i am going to do. i cant stop. i hate this. i need to go now. i refuse to fucking cry. u will not make me cry......
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finally happened. worse and worse. it happened. the people. bad. all is fair in love and war../....
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

i know my dreams and i know what i need to do to get them....
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why play with fire when i can play with blood?
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Saturday, January 13, 2007

never left my mind. not even for a full 60 seconds.
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

i dont know what to say. snow. fairy tale. for seriouse. different. they are back. and now tis different. am first. is first. hope. faith. love. lust. horros. blood. war. remade war. fake. i just want to cry. but i dont. please dont smoke. for the blood to stop, u have to make the smoking stop. please. i love you. i hate you. leave me alone. smoke......
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i wonder what love really means. what about life? what does life mean? and hate? what about indifference?
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

back now.....alone.....different....smile? .....fairy tale.......what is the matter with me?.....sweater......tried.......fighting......hurting......knife.....wishing......smoking.....different......whatever.....fuck off......leave me alone...
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Saturday, January 6, 2007

stillcant help a pang of differnce. but, at least i can smile once i realize it. i hope u are the same.
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