Tuesday, December 26, 2006

what is pain? love? life? death? is it right to take life away? what about love? is it okay to take that away from someone? is it possible? how do you? what if u steal their life, without reason? then what happenes? and what if u take love away, or life, and u did not want to take it awy but u had no choice? then what does that mean? or if u bring death with you, but also love. or if death follows you but you dont know it and u already found love, but it was taken away from you.....sorry. weird i guess..
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Monday, December 25, 2006

hope everyone had a holly jolly christmas.


if u were given two choices, wich would u choose? everyone has their own choice to make. whats yours?
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i don't know what to say.......
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Saturday, December 23, 2006

once one has loved, and felt love in return, they are alowed to die. is that not so?
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with all the confusion, all the emotions and all the pain, sure love is worth it or so you say, but is life?
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

the more you love, the more it hurts. is it worth it?
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

“Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will.”

You want me to act like we've never kissed, you want to forget; pretend we've never met , and I've tried and I've tried, but I haven't yet... You walk by, and I fall to pieces.”

“After my first…
I built this suit of armor
So strong, so invulnerable.
I came across you.
Slowly my guard was let down.
So, so vulnerable to pain and despair.
A love so perfect, so beautiful
Was the double edged sword.
One side so sweet
So dull of worry
So full of love.
The other so sharp of worry
So deadly with confusion
So overcome of aberrancy.
They meet at the apex.
The sword was the only thing,
The only thing to pierce through the armor.
Through the mind, the soul, the heart…
The sword tears a hole
The sharpest of sides is numb to pain,
The dull side brings a pain.
A pain so excruciating
the pain unreal the suffering so great.
This side pierces the mind, the soul, the heart..
The wound lasting and irreparable.
A pain never to leave.
A pain that allows you to live but in turn
It kills the mind, the soul, the heart
A pain that may lie dormant
Only to arise and hurt more than it ever did.
But through all doubt and suffering
The love was worth the pain.
The love so perfect so beautiful.
Was worth the pain
Was worth the death of me
Was worth losing everything I ever had.
Even if it was you that I lost.”

“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”

The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.”

“Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever”

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It is caused by the absence of you.”

Pleasure can be supported by an illusion; but happiness rests upon truth.”
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is it cowardly to numb yourself to the pain? does it make u stronger to feel nothing?
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Saturday, December 16, 2006

what do you do when your armor is peirced? do you keep running forward, towards the battle? or do you fall back, to try again another day?
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

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i love the world. u can all go to hell!!!fuck the world and everyone in it! fuck, im happy today! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!"/$!$/"$!ER|"$!$/"!$R"|!/$"! joy to the fucking world! lalalalala! fuck yea!

i am happy today. cant u tell? miaa ya bro^^and boy^_^ and fucking everyone!
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