Friday, April 15, 2005

Godammit! had a fucking horrible day! half of my "friends" i am really begining to hate, and even worse, im on the phone for tyhe first time in monthes with alex and after saying hi and how are you my mom runs in the room, yells at me to hang the fuck up, fucking hits me with a fucking cardboard poll thing and tells me how fucking sickening i am! I mean, of course she is wright, but still. Im trying to talk to my fucking best friend and she is fucking hitting me. i mean godammit! she always ruins every fucking aspect of my fucking life! I don't wwant anybody who reads this to worry, mom doesnt hit me for seriouse and would never really hurt me. But she is such a bitch! I wanted to go somehow spend the weekend with him but noooo, she has to ruin my life once more! if i didn't have school, i swear i would have commited suicide by now! what the fuck am i to do in the summer? if i have to spend all of it here with her, i swear, ill fucking shoot myself, or better yet, her! I think, if my dad is off all summer, im going to live with him for 2 monthes! oh wait, i wont be able to see him if i do that. well, i can't go then. i don't think i can pend that long away from him. i'd rather see him a few times and live under the same roof as the fucking devil/bitch then live soo far away. I'd rather live here and git to see him then have free passage to heaven for christ sake! plus, i have to meet kawaii this summer and i have to format a plan to murder devil/bitch, or maybe, i can just commit suicide right now and not have to live this hell anymore. thats sounds pretty awesome. i have to go, the bitch beconds. i have to do more work. great.
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Friday, April 8, 2005

fangs was choking and she never stoppede eating and she is funny and yes. i em her bitch again!
yay. she is to spend the night here probababably i hev to ask yes and okay then.
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Monday, April 4, 2005

this is my first post on this! lol. i was a camera in scum today. twas real funny. please leave comments cuz i lov reading them. im gonna go now, my mom is yelling at me to git off the computer and go do the dishes.
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