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• 1990-11-08
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• 2005-04-04
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• Kationok
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• Been to Hell and back
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• 2001
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• princess mononoke, dragon booster, spirited away, inuyasha, ect...
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• Live my life to the fullest
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• Adventure seeking, reading, driving to unkown smokin up and listening to music
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• Adaptability and Strength
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
i pray to god that all will become well again. i pray that you will be allright. i pray for all of them. i am trying. i found out what it was today. at least what i think it is. you are becoming worse. you all are. except for one. two. both of the three. they are getting better, i think.both are happy. dissapointment, definetly. scared, confused. headaches. enternity. happy? hopeful. hopeless. praying. hopeing. missing. oh, very much missing. more and more every single day passing. wishing, dreaming. tis worth it? yes, i think so. everything happens for a reason. oh, but still, very mmch always missing. no matter what. thinking and missing and wanting. crying? no. wanting? most of time, yes. i do not want the world the same way pumkin does. i want the world for it's true beauty. i do not want to control it or posess it. i simply want to explore and learn it. quite like i would a mate. i think, that is how i need to learn. i do not want to own or control a mate. simply explore and learn one. i hope to learn the world. as always. still headaches. still sadness and wanting. still missing. there is so much missing, i find myself unable to miss the missing. tis always there. for all of them. understands? a little bit. but not all of it. i just don't know what to say or what to feel. guide me?
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