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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
i can't fucking believe i fucking did that! how could i let that slip? what is the matter with me? is this really happening? or is it all in my head. was it really like that? or am i making it up? please, god, i hope that is the truth. but at the same time, it hurts so much already, if it does end up being realized. fuck! it would work anyways. i am the one who messed it up! they are gone now! sand its my opwn fucking fault what the fuck is the matter with me? i am the one who pushed them away, i am the one who made them leave i should not be like this now. i dont fucking understand! was it just because of the time? or was it real? oh god, if it was reall..........i dont fucking know what to do and you mother fucker i am not going to do it i hate this! why did this happen now? why could it not have happened before? when i still had chance? they are gone! they are gone for good! i messed up and now they are gone. i don't fucking know what to do. i can't even fucking think of it anymore. please, god, give me the strength to keep on hiding. i just don't know what to do. i dont even know if it is real. i don't know what to do......
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