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Thursday, October 11, 2007
our right. we are all a joke. there is nothing seriouse about it. i dont have a head on me. i dont understand. i am not mature or grown-up or smart. i don't know how the world works, and i am not much good for anything.
i dont know what to do. i dont like this. i never stop wanting to cry, or cut, or scream. shouldn't i have gotten over this already? for fucks sake. i thought thing would be okay now.
i know i am an embaressment to anyone who knows me. i get it. you didnt have to fuck up to be an outcast. i fucked it all up on my own,and things are not bad for me. i have a fucking good life and i am a spoiled little brat. whooptie fucking doo. doesnt mean i cant feel everyone fucking clawing at me, trying to bring me down, doesnt mean i cant feel you slashing at me with your words and action.s . doesnt mean that you all saying all of that about me isnt making me want to run away. leave me the fuck alone, please, so i can fuck my life up myself, without you hanging over me narrating.
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