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• 2001
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
am i forever to be this plagued by the thought of you? am i always going to want you, even when you are all wrong for me? it has been so long , it seems to me. why does it not end? why do i keep letting you hurt me? why do i keep caring that i hurt you? why do i yearn for your touch, your scent? i don't understand what is wrong with me, why it all wont just go away. i have had a few lovers since you. i am not ashamed of it, because each of them i have loved in my own way. i am not a whore, and you know that to be true, even if when you are mad at me you tell me differently. i miss you so, and wish u were near to hurt me. wish you could be a real man for once and hurt me to my face, instead of make my heart swell up with the sound of your sweet, soothing lies. you asked me to live with you, and in truth, i still think about that night, and about the promises you made me. truth or lies, they echo in my head, repeating, filling me with hope and fear. i do not understand why it is you that i love so much. i do not know if this is love, or a mere obsession. maybe i am making it all up in my head, dramaticizing a small love affair. i dont kow what it is, but please, if you have found a way to keep yourself from thinking of me, tell me how you did it, because i am slowly but surely loosing my mind....
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